A little bit of venting about some unnecessary stuff here, but I just wanna see if someone else also has this problem, and perhaps if there is something to do to make it a bit more bearable?..
I don't know why, but when it comes to certain games I love and want to play, I'm just completely unable to play them, purely out of fear of screwing up the gameplay
Like... my most recent example is the Baldi's Basics Plus (surprisingly). There's no issue witht he game, I absolutely ADORE it. I love the total absurdity of it, the gimmicks, the characters... and Micah has my full respect for creating something as fun and creative as this.
But... That also makes me scared of playing the game, simply out of that respect. I feel bad for failing while learning how to navigate it, and each mistake makes me feel not worthy of even being in the fandom.
And that drives me up the wall, cuz it's so much fun and I really want to master the gameplay ;;
It's not only BB+, as I have the same issue with a lot of other great titles I wanted to try out, like RDR2, DBH, Cult of the Lamb and even fucking Minecraft.
I was able to break the curse with Mafia II somehow (Probably the best game I've ever played), and I'm trying to follow the same path with those other games, but it's hard. Unbelievably hard.
Is this a common thing, or am I going crazy?
(Might delete later)
