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On a side-note I have written a ClearAo-FF with Clear’s BE, where Aoba has to deal with blindness, mutness and numbness among other things and now I’m writing a KouNoi-FF with Noiz not having been scrapped, meaning not being able to feel properly. Am I trying to torture myself somehow?° I mean I have to write that shit with things in mind like “Oh he cannot feel that because of this, you have to remind the reader of that fact... oh and don’t damage the scene while you’re at it...”
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*skimming through the chapters of her fanfic*
=A=....
I guess I should have named that fanfiction: “The many ways to cry” for how often I let the characters shed tears in there... *counter: the word ‘tears’ was used 33 times until now*
=A=; Yeah, so this part of my ClearAo-fanfcition is probably too long, too confusing and too... anything... “””OTL But whatever I’m done with it, so here you go with “Game Over - Continue” chapter 9.
teaser:
He embraced him and started to kiss and lick his lips again, making Clear gasp as he still tried to resist Aoba's advances on him. "No, Aoba-san, don't do this."
But Aoba only let out a growl through gritted teeth and tried to rid Clear off his clothes, his shivering, still half-benumbed fingers having trouble with the buttons of Clear's shirt.
"Aoba-san.", Clear tried to stop Aoba's hands by covering them with his, making Aoba grumble and look at him with a hint of desperation glinting in his amber eyes that made Clear weak to keep up his protest. Brushing some messy strands of hair out of Aoba's face tenderly, he cupped his beloved's back of the head and pleaded with him again instead. "I can't do this, Aoba-san. Everything inside of me shouts 'wrong'; I don't deserve this. It would make me happy to make love to you, I can't be happy...!"
Raaah! Ich lese den Scheiß jetzt bestimmt schon zum 10. mal beta und es wird nicht besser, egal wo ich versuche zu korrigieren, ich lasse das jetzt so und schreibe die verflixte ecchi-Szene zu ende und gut ist!
*curses while writing fanfiction*
Maybe I should have picked another day for this... I feel more like drawing something anyways... just no idea for a theme yet...
*writes fanfiction and is at a point where smut would be nice to lighten the mood, but...* Bah, transitions, who needs transitions anyway? *has the feeling it’s brought on too suddenly, though* AAAARGH...! *takes a break to browse on tumblr* *reads stuff about smut-scenes in FFs that feel too forced* ..........................No, in my head that was a good scene, I only need to choose the right words now...! *hacks around on keyboard*
............. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck...! Stop talking so much for God’s sake, that part’s getting longer and longer and nobody will remember the subjects touched upon when you say everything at once...! *still not able to cut it down*
................Where did I place that damn rock to hide from the world....
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me: No, you can’t have sex yet, deal with it. characters: *being heartbroken* me: Damn it... Okay, maybe something like sex that isn’t sex for real...? characters: *sparkling eyes* me: Gh...!!! *types*
*writing fanfiction* Oh, dilemma... If Aoba’s soul ends up in Sei’s body and Aoba were to use Scrap... would it be transfered to the other party via eye contact now instead of by hearing his voice?
*writing fanfiction* *has an idea for Desire to show up and for Ren to hold him back* Uh!~ *types* *stops* Wait, where is this going... *types some more* Ren... Ren!!! Are you flirting with Desire?! No! Stop that, I don’t sthip the two of you and I won’t start doing it! Mh... but If I were to--No! This is a ClearxAoba-story, not a RenxDesire-PWP-thingy! ...........So how do I disarm this situation then? ...Bah, just leave it as a teaser, shall the readers think whatever they like... *eg* .... *headdesk* “““OTL
