when a dnd session is upcoming in like a week or so I always get so nervous and excited. Its like oh shit I get to play with these fun characters again but also oh god I have no idea what im doing and still barely understand dnd basics and oh dear god what the hell am I gonna do about the dangling plot threads how would my character react to any of this and how do I even roleplay that without torpedoing the session and ruining the group oH GOD WHAT AM I DOING WHY DID I AGREE TO THIS I CANT DO IT I CHANGE MY MIND