#gailesjournal

I stand between two places, my thoughts, my emotions. Nothing has given me life, nothing has given me more.

That's the problem with one-sided feelings. You still love him more than he will ever love you. You keep believing that he's the one for you, thinking that the universe would make him come back to you, but it's not. And it won't. Because he's out there loving somebody else now. So stop fooling yourself.

...give me my notes back.

Introverts, in contrast, may have strong social skills and enjoy parties and business meetings, but after a while wish they were home in their pajamas. They prefer to devote their social energies to close friends, colleagues, and family. They listen more than they talk, think before they speak, and often feel as if they express themselves better in writing than in conversation. They tend to dislike conflict. Many have a horror of small talk, but enjoy deep discussions. - Susain Cain

If I cry all day, will the pain go away? It's been a year. Why am I not over you? I deleted everything. I've thrown everything away. Why can't I let you go?

We all want love. To give love and to take love. To embrace that moment of butterlies and warmth you feel inside you. Everybody wants love. Even in desperation looking for love, we decide to kill for more. Emotionally killing those who give us willingly to feel more of love.

- Me, telling my bestfriend to feel me