#fyogatha

⚢ Fyogatha

HELL YEAH HIT ALL OF THEM SHIPS WITH A QPR BEAM— i would love that!!1!! okay for making the perfect qpr, i'd suggest you go full force on the emotional intimacy between the two.

but that's just my opinion, qpr are different for different people. i understand my own qplatonic attraction as feeling a desire to have deep emotional bonding with someone and so the attraction is predominantly non-romantic and non-platonic.

oh and also i differentiate between platonic love and queer platonic love by the level of intimacy. there are things that i obviously won't share with a friend but a qpr. a friend to me is just someone i interact with often, have good relations with, can rely on, have same interests as etc. but a queerplatonic partner to me would be someone i love and trust more than that. it's like "yes i'd sit with a friend in class but i'd only call a qplatonic partner to my house". so yeah that's my experience, you can add that to your research for writing.

and as for writing qplatonic fyolai + romantic fyogatha at the same time, yep you can do that, totally. these are two different types of attraction, one doesn't involve romance and the other does. depending on how you're writing fyodor, he may also have a deeply emotional intimacy with agatha. one person can have emotional closeness with multiple people. but yeah, make sure both the people (nikolai and agatha) are fine with it and consent to it.

The fascinating dynamic he has with Chuuya because Chuuya is the vessel for a non-Christian god:

The way he seems to admire Sigma for being so far from humanity, and understand his feelings of isolation and loneliness, but still manipulates him seemingly without care:

The fact that he and Bram could have been one of the few reoccurring elements in each others' lives:

Him being uncomfortable and enraged by Atsushi's show of vulnerability:

Ranpo being similarly smart to him, but in a different way and therefore offering a different challenge to Dazai:

He and Agatha both being super elegant and feminine looking and giving villain couple vibes:

Yosano's ability and his being parallels (she can heal others by fatally hurting them, he can heal himself and kill others by making them fatally hurt him):

Oda and Fyodor both being heavily influential forces in Dazai's lives, and the fact that Oda is knowledgeable about the bible:

Jouno having white hair and being willing to kill Fyodor, not to mention that Jouno is a redeemed villain:

Kyouka and him having similar vibes, and the potential for her to be recruited by the DoA in an AU where they get to her before the PM or after the PM but before the ADA:

She realised too late and couldn't abort it–Fyodor may have had something to do with that–so she carried him to term, then travelled to the other side of the world, even going as far as dropping him off in one of the most rural yet financially stable villages possible, leaving no possible leads that'll trace back to her, all to reduce the possibility of them meeting as much as possible.

Kenji is henceforth deemed a child of the village, where his life is one big sleepover. He sleeps wherever, alternating between houses, and since everyone is so tight-knit, dinner could end up being a village-wide activity where they sing together, tell stories, and stargaze. When he got older and got closer to the kids his age, he spent more nights dozing off under the stars next to his late friend, later to be carried in by his said friend's dad.

Kenji helped everyone, and everyone cared for, cherished, and raised him as their own in return. That mudslide took so much from him, but he continued persevering, eventually finding a smaller, fundamentally different, family with the agency.

Anyways, back to Fyogatha.

Fyodor obviously knows he has a child, but he, for some reason my intellect might not be able to fathom, never bothered to keep much track of the child. He won't be the first, if Fyodor had to be honest; he might be the only living one though. The rest are either dead or dying.