I’m usually good with words whenever I’m expressing my feelings in a letter or personal message to someone. This one is kind of hard because I’m expressing my admiration for you and all that you are. You will probably never see this message because I’m nothing but a simple fan in a fandom of millions. But one voice can speak for so many just like myself who can’t help but be amazed by you.
If I had the chance to meet your mother, I would honestly give her the biggest hug possible. I would tell her that "she raised a fine young gentleman with honorable values. No one is perfect, but your son is close enough. I’m sure many would disagree with me, but he certainly is an angel. You can tell how humble and down to earth he is by how he not only carries himself, but how he treats everyone around him. He is by far one of the kindest people I have seen. And what would we do without such a pure heart?”
I can’t even comprehend how selfless you are and the way you make sure that everyone else is well taken care of before any of your own needs. You have little idea about how much just one of your hugs has an impact on someone. I’ve heard people say that you give some of the best hugs, and when you do hug someone, you can feel the love and compassion you hold for everyone. You can just tell by how you listen to people, care for people, stand up for people, and even go out of your way for someone, just how truly genuine you are.
You look at the world so differently and you have so much influence that you put that to good use. You spread positivity into this world. You stand up for what is right. You understand us and wish so desperately that you could be a part of our lives and help in any way you can. It must be hard to feel so helpless, and yet you still find a way to make a difference. What I love most is that you see everyone from the inside and never judge anyone for what appears to the human eye. For so many, that is hard to do. But you do it.
How do you even do it? How can you of all people still treat everyone with kindness even when someone does you wrong? I sometimes feel that people take advantage of that kindness and it breaks my heart because you continue on without batting an eyelash. I know that you put on a show though. Because even though you might seem so strong, I understand that it can get overwhelming. How the media portrays you baffles me still. If they only knew how beautiful of a soul you have, maybe then they wouldn't say anything at all. I know that many would agree when we say that because of what you do for us and this world, we only wish we could give you back half of what you have given. You continue to give and give and give, even when you’re worn down and weak. You don’t have to give us anything. I know that it’s your way of thanking us for allowing you to do what you love every single day, but also need to take care of yourself.
When I think that you couldn’t get any more amazing, you prove me wrong Styles. I really hope that someday soon, you’ll be able to have freedom and peace. I wish for you to have a family because I can tell more and more everyday how badly you want to be a father. And I know you’ll be a damn good one at that.
Just promise me you’ll never change. That you’ll never let that smile falter and you’ll continue to make me laugh every single day. Don’t lose that childlike nature that you have in your heart, and please continue to be true to yourself. Never doubt how loved you are because I know there’s a million girls who would say differently. You are my inspiration and someone that I look up to. You make me want to be a better person every single day, and I want to thank you for being such a positive example for us all. You’re one hell of a guy, Harry Styles……..if only you knew.