#futuremate

Just this morning, around 2 am, natapos ko na yung Chapter 2 nung iLove. Parang inuulit lang yung ginawa nung sa Commitment Journal last February. And yung last part nung Chapter 2 is yung characteristics ni futuremate.

So I prayed for that guy. Yung three-page characteristics nya, yes, three pages po. Hindi naman back-to-back eh kaya pagbigyan na. Hahaha. Ganun kasi yung nasa book, ipag-pray mo yung gusto mong characteristics na pinopossess nya. Mula spiritually, emotionally hanggang physically. Then, hilingin mo kay Lord. Ibibigay naman nya yun, for sure! I even chose his name. Haha. Medyo malabo, yes. Pero parang yun kasi yung name nya na nasa isip ko eversince. Haha. Weird. Actually, parang bakit pati yun? Para mas madali mo syang makilala? Kasi alam mo na yung name nya? Parang hindi nga eh. Parang mas mahirap kasi name pa lang, di na agad nasatisfy, paano pa kaya yung iba. Kahit ako, nalalabuan dito, kaya I don’t know. Haha. Bahala na si Lord. :))

I was actually smiling the whole time na ginagawa ko ‘to. Kilig kung kilig eh. Kahit hindi ko sya kilala. Pero parang kilala ko na. Parang binuo ko na sya sa isip ko dahil dun sa characteristics na yun. Dati, ayokong maglagay ng standards. Yung ganito dapat sya, tapos yung buhok nya hindi dapat ganun, chepar, churlalu. Pero ngayon, naexcite ako sa idea na pwedeng kumilos si Lord sa buhay nya. Na i-guide sya to be that guy, to be my futuremate. And pag dumating na yung right time, si Lord yung gagawa ng paraan para magmeet kaming dalawa. And we will undergo those stages kasi para sa’min din naman yun.

And nung ginawa ko yun kanina, I can’t help but think kung sabay kaya naming ginawa yun? Yung while I was praying for him, he was also doing the same? Hahaha. Oh well.