#furmate

I fear I will miss her forever. My first kitty. My best friend. My furmate. She got me through some of the worst times. She licked my tears away, brush my hair, steal my food, greet me at the door, call for me when she couldn’t find me and try to sneak in my bag to go with me to school. She truly was the best Ari Jay the black cat with gorgeous green blue eyes I will always have your paw prints on my heart ❤️

Binx arrived from my childhood friend who was dating my ex cheer mate who’s cat had kittens. He was the runt and I knew immediately he was the one when he tried to leap over my childhood friend’s shoulders to run away exactly as I did anytime he tried to date me lol. My departed bestie Katie was with me in my front lawn choosing a kitten. I had 9 other friends from out partying crashed out throughout my house lol. Originally we were told he was a girl so his name was Zahara Shanae he never answered to it but months later balls dropped and we renamed him , katie and I, which he instantly answered to hah. He was waiting for us to figure out he wasn’t a she. He isn’t fixed I couldn’t take his manhood. He is unlike any other. So vocal and high maintenance but it’s adorable. He sleeps in my arms and probably only reason I sleep. He tried to stop me from being taken and robbed. He always guards me and like tries to protect me when others are visiting. It’s cute. He put 🐾 on my heart ❤️ and forever they stay.

I miss her more than I could ever script out in words; it was wonderful when she was still in my world I never felt lonely or completely rejected. She chose me that day in the shelter not the other way around. Ari Jay let me know I was not only enough I was the heart she wanted to win over for her furever home 🐾 which she did exactly that being a very special first in my life but with that comes deepened hurt and an emptiness of loss felt in her being gone. Honestly I’ve cried more over her been comforted less than over the asshole I have yet to shed a tear over being gone who laughed at her when she died in my arms so safe to say she will always be worth the tears and missing her even if I’m doing that healing of loss on my own. #rainbowbridge #imissyou #furmate #pawprintsonmyheart #firstcat #trueloveneverdies #grieving #sleepingwithoutyouishard #istillreachforyouinthedark #fureverinmyheart #lonelynights #petparentproblems #blackcatsofinstagram #arijay #alyhollywood #veganbabe #mycatismybestfriend

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