#funsurvey

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?  yes

Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? it better be one special 18 year old. i tend to go for those older than me, i'm 19. it can happen, sure. i don't think it's likely

When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? haha, right about now. i can't sleep and have a busy day tomorrow but i'm strangely content...

Would you ever smile at a stranger? i do frequently :)

Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? i don't think so

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? yes absolutely. it happens a lot.

What exactly are you wearing right now? V.S. pajama pants and a soft off-the-shoulder long sleeve white shirt, purple wool socks too

How often do you listen to music? every day

Do you wear jeans or sweats more? a balanced mix i suppose

Are you a social or an antisocial person? i'm pretty social

Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? yes

What about ‘R’? yes

Can you drive a stick shift? no

Do you care if people talk badly about you? eh, it bothers me a bit. but i usually just think it's their problem...

Are you going out of town soon? some plans are in the works

When was the last time you cried? oof there was a big meltdown about 4 days ago

Have you ever told someone you loved them? yes. 

If you could change your eye color, would you? ahah yes i want purple eyes! how cool would that be? but i'm pretty okay with my baby blues

Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? well, yeah, more than one. 

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. my way outta whack sleep schedule =\

Are you dating the last person you talked to? My Grama? nah...

What are you sitting on right now? a bed. My baby sister's bed. She's snuggling my legs currently C:

Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? yes, many people. but i've really had to create my own family, since this one is so dysfunctional that my self preservation skills kicked in like whatthefuck and rallied a bunch of people around me =]

Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yes, i'm currently going through that agonizing pain thankyouverymuch

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Grama Lama Ding Dong!

Do you get a lot of colds? eh not really

Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Old Navy

Does anyone hate you? i don't know actually. i'd think it's a no...

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? hahaha oh, no, i don't. 

Do you like watching scary movies? sometimes yeah

Do you want your tongue pierced? i flip flop but generally i think no

If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? well, life is a journey, and we need all the parts.... But it'd be really interesting to see how different my life would be if 2006 or 2007 didn't happen...

Did you have a dream last night? yes i always have really vivid crazy dreams. last night it was of a therapeutic boarding school, i was there with some friends. and my current therapist was working there. there were bits about grocery shopping, burning buildings, my middle school dean, crayons, and my therapist salsa dancing - really well at that... 

When was the last time you told someone you loved them? quite recently

Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? i doubt it

Do you think someone has feelings for you? oy, i don't know

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? well it's 550AM most people i know are sleeping... so i'm thinking not lol

Did you have a good day yesterday? sure

Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? haha, it was complicated

In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? hmm chances are

Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yep..

What’s the best part about school? well, i'm taking the semester off so i'll get back to you on that...

Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yes, apx 800

Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? ahaha it was the bestt

Do you replay things that have happened in your head? annoyingly so...

Were you single over the last summer? yes

Is your life anything like it was two years ago? only fair traces...

What are you supposed to be doing right now? fucking sleeping ugh

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? only because i love him...

Are you nice to everyone? i try to be.

Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yes

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? currently not sure

Are you good at hiding your feelings? i guess. i usually don't try though, feelings are normal, they need to be felt. work through them and stuff. we all have feelings, no need to be ashamed...

Do you think you like someone? yes. got some unrequited love goin' on

Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? yeah

Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? i like to be friends with a person sex/gender doesn't really matter

Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? yes 

Do you hate anyone? only because i love him. he's an idiot

How’s your heart? it's fucking resilient. emotionally and physically. it's been through some absolute shit - family friends romance, and it withstood the abuse of my eating disorder. i'm pretty grateful for this really strong heart.

Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? yes

Have you ever cried over a guy? yes

Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? uhm, dono

Are your toenails painted pink? nope, no polish on them currently

Will your next kiss be a mistake? don't know what it will be...

Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? uhmm?

Have your pants ever fallen down in public? haha yup

Who was the last person you were on the phone with? Maureen, the youth director at my church asking me to do the babysitting for the big meeting that's in about 4 hours now...

How do you look right now? probs like i need some sleep haha. but i'm holding up pretty alright

Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? yes

Can you commit to one person? i don't know

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yes

Have you ever felt replaced? ugh yes

Did you wake up cranky? ha mhmm it was 5pm and i still didn't want to friggin get up...

Are you a jealous person? uhmm i guess :\

Are relationships ever worth it? yes absolutely

Anyone you’re giving up on? never

Currently wanting to see anyone? yes

Name something you have to do tomorrow? church <3

Last person you cried in front of? ugh my mother fuckher

Is there someone you will never forget? mhmm quite a few people

Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? in a way i guess. i know he cares.

If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? not sure. we do bunches of stuff. cuddling? dr.who? sex? chinese food? tea? sleep? lol, i dont know

Are you over your past? omg i can hear my therapist laughing from miles away...

Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? so this one time, in seventh grade, i asked my best guy friend to date me. he said yes. he broke up with me like a week later. fast forward 8 years he's gay lol we always laugh at that time we "dated"

Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? yes

If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? but wait what even is that. ugh i suppose i truly loved him. but my views of him now are so clouded that i can't even... ugh whadda fucktard. so yeah, no.

So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? haha fuck yes

Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? yeah

Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? don't know

Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? yes

Have you ever kissed a Matthew? yes

Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? no and no

Were you happy with the person you liked in March?  the past march was pretty bad....

Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? yes

Who do you have texts from? a wide variety of people

If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? well, it did happen. and i cried. a lot. but, we still hung out a lot, we took some time apart, and now we're hanging out again. it hurts. but. it is what it is.

Have you ever kissed someone older than you? i rarely stay within my age range. totally like older people

Who’s in your profile picture with you? it's a selfie of just me :]

Ever kissed under fireworks? no, i want to though. someday.