May 31, 2021
It is sad, when you try again at something you used to be able to do, and now cannot. You remember being able to do it, or be able to do it better, and it's a cold and painful feeling to accept that now you can't.
Whether it's from a loss of strength, loss of control, or loss of stamina, it hurts to see things we used to be able to do. Mourn, grieve, it's okay. It is true you need to find things in the moment, that you can do, that give you joy, but it is also okay to still feel and think about what you've lost.
