#funaday2020

Here are the rest of my #funaday #holographic #scratchnotes ! My notes are becoming more emotional, more romantic, somewhat sadder, and a tad more hopeful?? Yeah I don't get it either lol

Each photo contains 3 black scratch notes with different colors etched out, with 4 of them in the last image.

In silver: "All I want is forever and your hand in mine." (Explosions in the sky ref)

In red: "I'll be forever bummed that my birth certificate does not have a timestamp T_T" -

In blue: "In the spilling of my guts, I discovered my radiance."

In rainbow: "I always strive to write from the heart & what needs to be said, at least by me. And it's this constant that I know I'm on the right path."

In gold: "I miss talking on the phone with someone I like like. The immediacy, intimacy, exchange, the knowledge that they only want to hear my voice right then & there."

In silver: "Mediums I want to try out:

⭐ Risograph

⭐ Short film screenplay

⭐ Spoken word

⭐ Book binding

⭐ Journal with me

⭐ Pinhole camera

⭐ Watercolor

In red: "I seek the confidence of an 8 year old" (my sassy lil cousin Den den)

In blue: "I'm scared that the most defining part of me is also my worst: my mental illness."

In rainbow: "Report your joy & adoration to the origanters, no matter the form. The one positive to all this access is how we can more easily tell creators our love for their words & work. It could help them keep going & sharing, like it does for me."

In gold: "it's so strange to see me onscreen saying "That I wanted to kill myself. And I wanted to die". It was so matter of fact, almost clinical. But maybe it's a good sign that those times are so behind me & gone. That I built a better life and self now. I hope."

In silver: "It'd be easier to let go of you if it wasn't for social media. Ubiquitous little fuckers."

In red: "When you love a project, keep diligent & passionate. Stabilize momentum & don't give into laziness and fear. It's always in your hands."