#fullyloved

Knowing that even the smallest details of life matter to my Heavenly Father, and resting in the absolute truth that He holds every single one of them ❤️ #fullyknown #fullyloved

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repost from @bink_ink_blink A little #love goes a long way! So thankful for leaders like @loveniej_ and @manilla.p who spend lots of time and money investing in #teenmoms. Happy Mother's Day cuties! Join us on June 8th at Flushing Town Hall to find out how you can get involved!Younglifequeens.eventbrite.com. @younglifenyc #younglife #girlpower #fullyloved

No tears were held in tonight during worship. None whatsoever. And I'm not sad, but I'll admit I was frustrated. Frustrated with my progress. I was going far and I was doing great things and writing amazing pieces and meeting new people, but I was leaving God behind. In the midst of all my fun and creativity, I really chose to neglect Him and do things on my own. Oh, how empty I felt. Oh, how I knew I wanted more and how I knew that He would give it to me. But I let the fear of letting go take over and I became consumed by the world. I had to look like this, I had to think like this, I had to listen to this, I had to say this in order to fit in. But in reality none of this was getting me further than the gifts that He initially gave me. These gifts that seeped through the cracks of my altered identity shown brighter than the things that I was trying to fill it with. I was frustrated with how far I was getting without Him and how normal it was beginning to feel to not love Him. And my cries for help seemed distant and consumed by the things that I tried to feed my own heart. But after one instant of laying down everything and letting go, He moved and showed me how he was always moving. He never stopped. And I chanted this every time I worshipped; "You never stop". It's meaning and life didn't hit me until now. My overconsumption of the world these past weeks may have tried to deteriorate me, but God came and developed a stronger daughter in a matter of seconds. The way you move and speed in which you move never ceases to amaze me. #blessedbeyondmeasure #fullyloved ❤