#fujoshi problem

So, only two of my closest friends know that I'm into bl and they're very supportive, to my surprise. 😂

Though this subject is very open in my family and my community, I can't seem to share it with my fam. I'm not sure if they support me in my fangirling life here in bl like the way they supported me in my kpop fangirling. 😅

My cousin and I were hanging out when I told her I want to share something about a series I've been watching cause it's so interesting. I was pertaining to Until We Meet Again. I was really debating hard inside whether to tell her that it's bl genre but I decided not to. So I told her the story of UWMA referring In and Pharm as girls. And this was killing me inside! 😭😭😭

I'm sorry~ I don't mean to ruin In and Pharm's image but I believed she's still not ready to know I have this side of me. 😩 I'm not ashame or what, I'm a real and proud fujoshi but maybe inside, I just don't wanna be judge but I know I did not do any wrong~ 😭 I am so conflicted. 😓