#fujipro160c

From the basement door series . SE Portland, Ore. October 2007 📷 #holga120 S 🎞 #fujipro160c (at Clinton Neighborhood) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8vJ30Ghro3/?igshid=1crygtvrojl5i

Rainbow wisp 🌈 . Portland, Or., July, 2009 Holga 120S, Fuji Pro 160C . . . #holga #holga120 #mediumformat #120film #filmphotographic #photofilmy #analogvibes #analoguephotography #analoguelove #analoguepeople #analogforever #filmisalive #istillshootfilm #sheshootsfilm #womenphotographers #onfilmdiary #back2thebase #fujifilm #fujipro160c #sky #skiesofinstagram #rainbowsofinstagram #cloudsofinstagram #rainbowwisp #lookingup (at Portland, Oregon)

It is ok if we’re not at our best right now. It is ok if we’re not our most productive. I love this photo because it reminds me that those who love me will still love me if I’m ‘a mess’. . I’ve put some of my favorite Holga photos in my online store if you’d like to have some sweet photo prints in your home and support my work. . Also, If you see any Holga photo in my IG that you want a print of, and it’s not in the store, DM me! . Get 30% off your store purchase with code STAYHOME . In addition, 10% of store profits will go to @pdxcovid19mutualaid . Thank you in advance if you are able to give support at this time. ❤️ . Pearl District, Portland, Ore. June 2009 📷 #holga120 S 🎞 #fujipro160c . . . . #shelterinplace #photoprints #holgaproject #pdxgraffiti #streetsofportland #onfilmdiary #explorerdiary #everybodyfilm #restorefrombackup #sheshootsfilm #analogforeverzine #onfilmmagazine #everybodyfilm #analogclub #analogfeatures #infilmwetrust #thefilmgang #etczine #senekamagazine #thinkveryfilm #filmleaders #photocinematic #dreamermagazine #makemeseemag #observationmag #thecuriouscameraclub (at Portland, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/B--TxZNB5B7/?igshid=zkng8g9y9u0v

Color you can taste . SE Portland, Ore. October 2007 📷 #holga120 S 🎞 #fujipro160c (at Clinton Neighborhood) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8p-OkbhUH4/?igshid=w8lug2f1g9uf

Let’s all fall in love with ourselves a little more 💕 . I did a dumb/beautiful thing last night. I stayed up all night, first on insta (sliding here after doing my French leçons), then taking a bubble bath, and getting lost speed reading thru a new romance novel just to get to the hot parts. I did this probably because I have had a few good days of work, work I enjoyed and felt proud of, and I got scared. When I’m doing good things I get scared I’m going to mess it up, or worse keep doing well and upping the pressure to keep being successful in my goals. So I often sabotage myself so I don’t have to worry about messing up accidentally. But really it comes from a place of soothing myself through escape tactics. If I can get lost in Insta or reading or a bubble bath then I am relieving myself of anxiety and replacing it with comfort and warmth. (Tho Insta while comforting and inspiring at first soon leaves me feeling numb and ugly. I consciously go to reading and baths more often) Of course getting less sleep ups the anxiety the next day, but the tactics I developed as a child still come from a good and beautiful instinct. I want to remind myself of that when I’m hating on myself for getting lost. I just wanted to share because if I can own my stories and faults, I learn to step outside myself to see the bigger picture and learn to love how much good is there. I know that success for me is in the self soothing but in more proscribed periods, giving myself loving boundaries. I hope that we can all step outside ourselves a little today and see the love we have, give, and are. 🛀 🛁💗 . SE Portland, Ore. October 2007 📷 #holga120 S 🎞 #fujipro160c (at Clinton Neighborhood) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8keQ0kB8XY/?igshid=lnaw6dw4a4d

🚨 . NW Portland, Ore. October 2007 📷 #holga120 S 🎞 #fujipro160c (at Pearl District, Portland) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8af6OjhCK_/?igshid=zfty9cffntwd

( 2018 - 74th day ) HANGOVER CLUB #vsco #vscocam #vscogrid #fujipro160c #FP2 #vscox #hangoverclub #mfw2018 #hypebeast #ominomichelin (presso Milan, Italy)