I know I'm not fit. Everyday I wish to be my high school weight again, but not every women is built the same after having kids. I have had doctors tell me you can't do this because of your back or mental issues, or you can't eat that because it will kill you. But I only have one life, and my kids and I must live it out to the fullest. I'm gonna take risks and enjoy every moment. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger. And if you can't pay me, or sponsor me to lose weight your way, then I'll do it to my budget, because I'm not rich. I'm trying to get there. I'm trying to reach that goal for my kids until my last breath. To you I am a mundane label from your lips. I'm fugly, I'm beautiful, I'm fat, or I'm perfect. I should be lighter, or your beautiful for a dark skinned gurl you really could pull off any color Witch your skin color, or I like blk women but only if they are mixed or lighter!!!.,(WTF!!!;BubblebeeVoice). I'm too honest, or why didn't you tell her/him, and etc. And it makes me want to scream, "I AM ME!!!" #EndRacism #EndFatShaming #Coexist #BlessedBe #BlackGirlsRick #Thickalicious #VoluptuousWomen #BlackGothGirl #GothChick #StudentPhotographer #FuturePhotographer #PlusSizeGoths #PlusSizeWomen #FitMumOnAJourney #FuglyBeautiful (at Marietta, Georgia)