just tried to open a jar of relish
and i dropped it and it shattered all over the floor.
and it was a key ingredient in a meal i spent an hour making.
and that i have been craving for the past week.
i am in horrible clothes.
i am strongly debating throwing good clothes on just so i can go the local store where they don't like me and i can buy another jar or something openable.
i am very sad.
but i am still yours and am thinking about you all alone and sick and cold.
am thinking about you so much and miss you dearly.
-J.















