ok even if garcia & santos end up being toxic as a Relationshipā¢ļø smth i love abt queer ppl esp queer women is like even if the person is an asshole / itās not Meant To Be whatever etc thereās a level of like safety & intimacy that has such quiet potential to be kind. not even romantic but just kind
like ok these two have been sleeping together for months canonically, theyāre out, theyāre not hiding it at work, theyāre familiar enough with each other that we know garcia sleeps over often enough to have a toothbrush there. even if theyāre not In Love, going to get married etc etc, they probably atp know at least some personal things about each other.
idk thereās something about the first time they just fall asleep together ā they both worked doubles, whatever, they donāt really talk about it but itās nice. the first time they have sex, even, yolanda seeing trinityās scars & pausing, just for a moment, to check in. trinity rolls her eyes ātheyāre from a long time ago, iām fine now.ā & maybe sheās lying, yolanda doesnāt know, but getting trinity to say anything personal is like pulling teeth & sheās gorgeous beneath her, & wanting, & so is yolanda, she canāt fix anything in this moment anyway, &, well, they are scars. they were some time ago. but still yolanda runs a gentle hand ā a knowing hand, a surgeonās hand ā over them. just for a moment, and then they kiss and it passes, a little of the pain.
& yolanda is a queer woman of color too! sheās ambitious & brilliant & funny. & there are also things, even if we donāt know them, that have hurt her as well. maybe she never tells santos, (& weāll probably as viewers never know 99% of them). but theyāve been hanging out for months! maybe they talk about the scar on her ankle from when she broke it playing soccer in college. maybe they talk about how her abuela was kinder to her than her dad when she came out in med school, after everyone had been bothering her to find a husband except for her siblings whoāve known sheās gay forever. maybe they watch drag race together, or womenās basketball, or gbbo, when they canāt sleep bc theyāre too wired from a crazy shift. maybe they send each other podcast recommendations & yolanda makes fun of trinityās taste in music bc she is actually a rabid theater kid but itās unfortunately quite charming. maybe they talk politics bc thereās a local election coming up & yolandaās friend has canvassed for one of the progressive candidates running. idk!! there are so many moments between āweāre just fuckingā & āiām in love with you letās get marriedā & whoās to say that trinity hasnāt talked to yolanda about gymnastics, or her mom, or how stressed she is about work.
anyway. thereās just a potential for care. for kindness. thatās not even girlfriends or love or whatever. maybe it will end painfully bc one of them has feelings & the other doesnāt lol but that doesnāt mean that thereās an absence of kindness. queerness is so special! itās such a gift to feel safe with another person, in very particular ways









