ok even if garcia & santos end up being toxic as a Relationshipâ˘ď¸ smth i love abt queer ppl esp queer women is like even if the person is an asshole / itâs not Meant To Be whatever etc thereâs a level of like safety & intimacy that has such quiet potential to be kind. not even romantic but just kind
like ok these two have been sleeping together for months canonically, theyâre out, theyâre not hiding it at work, theyâre familiar enough with each other that we know garcia sleeps over often enough to have a toothbrush there. even if theyâre not In Love, going to get married etc etc, they probably atp know at least some personal things about each other.
idk thereâs something about the first time they just fall asleep together â they both worked doubles, whatever, they donât really talk about it but itâs nice. the first time they have sex, even, yolanda seeing trinityâs scars & pausing, just for a moment, to check in. trinity rolls her eyes âtheyâre from a long time ago, iâm fine now.â & maybe sheâs lying, yolanda doesnât know, but getting trinity to say anything personal is like pulling teeth & sheâs gorgeous beneath her, & wanting, & so is yolanda, she canât fix anything in this moment anyway, &, well, they are scars. they were some time ago. but still yolanda runs a gentle hand â a knowing hand, a surgeonâs hand â over them. just for a moment, and then they kiss and it passes, a little of the pain.
& yolanda is a queer woman of color too! sheâs ambitious & brilliant & funny. & there are also things, even if we donât know them, that have hurt her as well. maybe she never tells santos, (& weâll probably as viewers never know 99% of them). but theyâve been hanging out for months! maybe they talk about the scar on her ankle from when she broke it playing soccer in college. maybe they talk about how her abuela was kinder to her than her dad when she came out in med school, after everyone had been bothering her to find a husband except for her siblings whoâve known sheâs gay forever. maybe they watch drag race together, or womenâs basketball, or gbbo, when they canât sleep bc theyâre too wired from a crazy shift. maybe they send each other podcast recommendations & yolanda makes fun of trinityâs taste in music bc she is actually a rabid theater kid but itâs unfortunately quite charming. maybe they talk politics bc thereâs a local election coming up & yolandaâs friend has canvassed for one of the progressive candidates running. idk!! there are so many moments between âweâre just fuckingâ & âiâm in love with you letâs get marriedâ & whoâs to say that trinity hasnât talked to yolanda about gymnastics, or her mom, or how stressed she is about work.
anyway. thereâs just a potential for care. for kindness. thatâs not even girlfriends or love or whatever. maybe it will end painfully bc one of them has feelings & the other doesnât lol but that doesnât mean that thereâs an absence of kindness. queerness is so special! itâs such a gift to feel safe with another person, in very particular ways















