I know that I can’t have it all but without you, I am afraid I’ll fall. I know I’m playing with your heart and I could treat you better but I’m not that smart … You still mean everything to me, to me, but I want to be free … I’ve been doing things I shouldn’t do … It’s difficult to move on when nothing was right and nothing’s wrong. You still can’t look me in the eye 'cause you’ve been bitten once and now you’re twice as shy. I’ve had my share of beautiful men but I’m still young and I want to love again. It’s difficult to say goodbye and easier to live a lover’s lie, and I’ve tried to say "babe, I’m gonna ruin you if you let me stay” … It doesn’t feel right and it doesn’t feel fair. When I’m planning to move on and you’re still standing there … But I don’t wanna say goodbye, but, baby, I don’t wanna lie, to lie, to lie to you, I’m a ruin.