#from the beginning...

There might have been things I missed, but don't be unkind It don't mean I'm blind Perhaps there's a thing or two I think of lying in bed I shouldn't have said But, there it is You see, it's all clear You were meant to be here from the beginning Maybe I might have changed and not been so cruel Not been such a fool Whatever was done is done - I just can't recall It doesn't matter at all You see, it's all clear You were meant to be here from the beginning

I was the moderator of an online forum for Otherkin for a long time. It was a pretty secret, safe place to explore my fledgling Otherkin identity when I was 24 and develop and grow in knowledge and power. That place is nearly defunct. I have my own forum now, new. I find the idea of all my memories and knowledge and discoveries languishing on the old forum depressing. There was a lot of good stuff. So. I'm going to start writing about those experiences here. Starting with my first post there. Telling the story of how I got from there to here bit by bit. Piece by piece. Considering what I ended up with is being an incarnate Earth goddess, some grandiose ideas get tossed about, and Big Names will get dropped. However, I'm hoping it will be a worthwhile read for you, in a platform that has a bit more ownership for me :). And if not... IDGAF lol Ash