āyour nothing more than a machineā Zaneās intrusive thoughts were coming back. He just stood there looking at himself in the mirror. He wanted to get out of this body, it felt weird to him. He felt different. šš°š° š„šŖš§š§š¦š³š¦šÆšµā¦
or: Zane has a hard time adjusting life in a new body (takes place after ndr s3 p1)
chapter 1: restless
Zane was pacing around the hanger bay, he had nothing else to do. Everyone else was sleeping. He wished he could sleep right now but he wasnāt required any sleep in thisā¦form.
He didnāt know how to feel in this body. The positives were that he felt stronger and he would be able to survive harder hitsā¦but there were too many negatives for him. First of all he was too tall that he would have to crawl around the monastery. The ninja told him it would be best if he stayed in the hanger bay and he agreed to that, he didnāt enjoy having to crawl around the place. Second was that he felt useful in certain situations but they rarely happens.He couldnāt do simple task like make food for everyone, that was pixalās job now. Then finally, he just didnāt feel like himself anymore. He looked more robotic than before. He always feared of becoming a machine and it was starting to feel real to him. He didnāt feel human at all, more like a šš¦š¢š±š°šÆ.
Zane then heard a noise. Someone was in here. The nindroid went still and didnāt move an inch. Who would wake up so early now? He scanned the place until he noticed mr forhicky standing there sleep walking. Zane sighed, he decided to wake frohicky up by patting his head gently. Frohicky then opened his eyes slowly until he jumped from fright only to see Zane thankfully there with him
āOh master Zane, so glad to see you butā¦wasnāt I in bed just now?ā Frohicky said in a slow tone. āYou were sleep walking so I just woke you up so you could get back to your roomā Zane spoked in a monotoned voice until heading near the monitor and sitting on the floor and curling up like a ball. Frohicky notices and looks confused. āMaster are you okay? Why donāt you get some rest?ā Frohicky goes closer to him and sits down next to the nindroid. He noticed his eyes were dimmer than usual. Zaneās eyes always had bright blue glow to them and a sort of cozy feeling but now they were dark and gloomy. It was clear something was up. Frohicky knew Zane for over a year now and he knew that the colour of Zaneās eyes reflected on how he felt and right now he seemed to be down. And he had to do something about it.
āZane, you know you can tell me anything right? As assistant keeper It is my duty to make sure everything and everyone is okay, so please tell me whatās wrong?ā
Zane then looked at the assistant keeper and was hesitant about telling him. There was already too much to worry about. With Arin and sora in danger, there was no time for Zaneās worries. Thereās šššøš¢šŗš“ no time for his worries so why would he make even more people worry?
āI-Iām fine..ā the ice ninja stuttered, obviously that wasnāt a good excuse to say so frohicky easily caught on and straightened his face a little into a more serious expression.
āI can tell youāre lying yāknow? Do you need me to make you my motherās swamp tea? That always cheers me up!ā Frohicky looked at Zane wanting for a response
āitās okay but thank you, I just have been different lately.ā
bingo. Frohicky finally found out. Sure it was easy but he was talking to Zane who was always an honest person.
āwell whatās wrong? Is it your new body?ā
Zane nods
āThen if you have a problem with it then why not just tell pixal, she was the one that made it for youā
āBut thatās the problem⦠I donāt want pixal to get upset because if she didnāt make this body, I wouldnāt be here right now..ā
That was true, Zane remembered when he was dying there after trying to stop the train. He felt electric sensations going through his body and only pixal could help him. Even though he didnāt like it, he felt more safe and pixal wouldnāt worry as much for him. Zane was a selfless person who would do anything to reach his goal, even if it cost his own life. But pixal cared about his safety, they didnāt want to lose each other ever again so this was the only way.
āMaybe you might need some time getting used to your new body, Iām sure after a while youāll get used to it!ā
Zane heard and thought about it, he was only in this body a at least a week so maybe it just needed more time to get used to.
He then smiled slightly under his helmet, even if you couldnāt see it, it was a warm smile.
frohicky smiles and head back to his room while waving. In response, Zane sat there waving back.
Zane looked around, he was alone again. It was a familiar feeling he was used to now.thought the ice ninja felt calm after talking to frohicky, his anxiety levels were down. The nindroid then sat there closing his eyes pretending to sleep and sat like that for the rest of the nightā¦
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