My birthday was yesterday and for once I had a good day, these couple of years have been pretty rough especially around my birthday but I have a job and went back to therapy to help me with a lot of things. I booked an appointment to go to a spa and I am so damn excited! I followed my therapist’s advice to spoil myself and I did but I wish I could’ve bought something else for myself but the massage sounds nice for now. 

My first week of training is over and today I had the chance to get to know some of the older students and it was fantastic! I have more training to do and I have no idea how long it is going to take me to finish everything but I am so happy the director is giving me this extensive training to help me remember what I was taught. I can’t wait to take my CPR courses! That is something I have been wanting to do and I am so happy I will get this chance to expand my knowledge. 

I am going to give myself a pat on the back because I woke up early and I am having breakfast instead of a big lunch. I am trying to change my sleep schedule, my eating habits and be more positive because I know my mind has been torturing me for no reason. I am still looking for a job and I hope I find something suitable to my schedule. I wish you all a wonderful day! 💕

The temptation to splurge and buy 90′s manga, I am collecting one series only and I found the last two sets and each set is very affordable but I can’t do this to myself. I really wish I have a job to support my hobbies because I am still trying to collect the second set of the series I am collecting but I don’t have money.

Hello! Today is such an amazing day because The Gazette dropped a new song and their new album is coming in two months. 😭🥺🥰🖤♥️🤍✨

I finished my Korean course and it was such a fun experience! I am satisfied with what I learned but I am going to take the second course I found on Coursera! It was an interesting way of learning since I am not used to online school but I think I can do online school if things don’t change next year. I have a lot of material to study before I take the other course I found but and I am really excited. I told my mum I want to take art classes because I want to keep my mind busy and I am so excited to relearn art concepts. I hope everyone is doing great and remember to take care of yourself! 💜

Today I woke up in a awful mood but I decided to go to Petsmart to look at fishes and I saw a small betta koi fish and my day was so much better from there.