FREEFALL | woosan | part 12.
âOhâ he whispered with a broken voice and it was enough to catch Wooyoungâs attention. âSo you are just playing with meâŠâ
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Hello loves, it is I, xiaolishan!
I finished with my exams, so as promised here is the next part!
tw: mentions of blood / nosebleed, mentions of assault, mentions of explicit activities
word count: 3021
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Once Hongjoong and Yunho left, the only two remaining in the room where the two of them. The silence that fell over them was somewhat comforting and somewhat uncomfortable. Their relationship was the same lately. Neither of them knew what was going on between them. That is only natural after what happened last timeâŠ
Yeosang sat in silence on the ground, his usually serene face etched with pain from Hongjoongâs punch. He just stared off into nothingness, still trying to cope with what just happened. Did Wooyoungâs brother really just mistake him for an alpha? One that Wooyoung would sleep at that. He wasnât sure how to feel about it; be confused or happy or neither.
Wooyoung on the other end knew how to feel. He was pissed off. He hastily covered himself with a bathrobe, brows knitted with concern as he approached Yeosang and moved to help him up from the ground. Being naked around him was something Wooyoung had experienced more lately than he wanted to. Yeosang took his hand calmly and stood up from the ground. Wooyoungâs expression softened as he saw the bruise on the otherâs face now up close.
âYeosangâ he murmured, reaching out to gently touch his shoulder. âAre you okay?â
Yeosang glanced up, flinching from the touch. His eyes reflected a mix of hurt and frustration. âIâll be fineâ he replied, his voice tight with emotion. His eyes searched Wooyoungâs.
The latter sighed, a pang of guilt twisting in his chest. âIâm sorry.â
Yeosang scoffed as if saying âwhat are you sorry for?â then sidestepped him. âLet go, Iâll just leaveâ he muttered the words, attempting to pull away from Wooyoungâs grasp but the otherâs glare stopped him short, the intensity of it making him gulp nervously.
He unconsciously glanced at his bare chest trough the slightly open bathrobe. A drop of blood trickled from Yeosangâs nose, landing on his swollen lips. As if instinctually, he tried to lick it away but when he felt the irony taste his face flushed fully.
Wooyoungâs eyes widened. He pulled Yeosang closer, gently wiping away the blood with his thumb. They stood mere inches apart.
âAre you crazy? Like hell Iâm going to let you go like this! I had no idea he hit you that hardâ Wooyoung whispered so low Yeosang could feel his breath on his skin. A shiver ran down his spine, spreading all over his body. It successfully sent another drop of blood falling from his nose.
Wooyoung watched it drip down as neither of them moved, then finally wiped it away with his thumb when it was about to reach Yeosangâs lips. âLet me clean you up.â
He let go of the other and hurriedly left to the bathroom, leaving Yeosang to ponder at his words. More than pondering he was fanboying, really. He couldnât help but remember the last time they were alone like this.
âHey, so⊠If this is about last time Iââ
âWhat last time?â Wooyoung interrupted swiftly, twirling on his heels to look at his friend. âThere is no last time you could be talking about.â He spoke so fast Yeosang took several seconds to play it back in his mind and process it.
âWooyoungâŠâ he paused, considering his words carefully before responding.
Said person pondered for a second then walked back up to Yeosang with a quick pace just as his brother did a few minutes ago. Yeosang instinctively pulled back but Wooyoung grabbed him by the collar and pulled him back. Yeosang anticipated to be hit on the other side of his face from where he was hit before by Hongjoong â just as God intended.
He braced himself, expecting another blow, but instead Wooyoung spoke, his voice tinged with confusion. âWhat are you doing?â He asked, trying to decipher the face his friend was making. Yeosang opened his eyes and peeked at the other.
Yeosangâs gaze met Wooyoungâs, his expression a mix of many things. âWhat are you doing?â he shot back, his voice trembling slightly. Wooyoung rolled his eyes.
The air between them crackled with tension.
âObviously Iââ
âWait, letâs both say on the count of three what we thought the other was trying to doâ Yeosang suggested, his tone way too serious to allow Wooyoung a hearty laugh at his friend.
Still, he couldnât help but chuckle a little at the absurdity of the suggestion, but Yeosangâs expression remained resolute. âOkay. One, two, three.â
âHit me.â
âKiss you.â
Dead silence fell over them, broken only by the sound of Yeosangâs laboured breathing. His eyes widened so far off he had to blink a few times from the pain he caused himself. He couldnât help but cough nervously and cover his burning face with his palm.
âWhatever do you mean you thought I was trying to hit you?â Wooyoung screamed at him with his hands on his hips as if the otherâs idea wasnât reasonable.
Yeosang met his gaze, his eyes shimmering with confusion and hope. âYou think my idea is nonsense? Look at you! Trying to kiss me? What are you on?â He retorted.
Wooyoung side eyed him and grabbed his hand to pull him into the bathroom. He walked so fast Yeosang almost fell over trying to keep up the pace. Wooyoung sat Yeosang on the side of his bathtub and opened the medical cabinet near the sink for some supplies to treat his wounds.
âArenât you going to answer meâ Yeosang nudged him, wincing as the antiseptic Wooyoung pressed onto his swollen face stung him.
âShut upâ Wooyoung muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. He pretended to focus but the way he was biting the corners of the inside of his lips gave away that he was in fact not calm.
Yeosang refused to back down. âWhat do you mean shut up? You just confessed you were going to kiss me and you want me to just keep calm when you are aware of my feelings?â
Wooyoung clicked his tongue and rolled his eyes. Again.
âYou kissed me first.â
Yeosang let out a frustrated, dramatically elongated oh. âAnd so you were just trying to give back the favour, wonderful, classic Wooyoungâ he muttered sarcastically, a bitter edge to his tone. âTook me under the same umbrella as all of your one night stands didnât you?â
Wooyoungâs grip tightened on Yeosangâs face. He sucked in a sharp breath and did something â honestly â neither of them expected. With a swift motion he leaned in and kissed the other. Yeosang let out a yelp as he was totally unprepared for this type of â or any kind, really â intimacy. The red âwarning lightâ in his head didnât even have time to light up before Wooyoung slipped his tongue into his mouth and caressed his own with it. Yeosangâs brain short circuited. He couldnât even kiss back, he just sat there with eyes wide open, receiving the intense kiss from his friend. Everyday friendship scenario.
Yeosang could feel a rising vibration make its way into the deepest parts of his body as Wooyoung nibbled on his lower lip, and he could feel a moan escape his lips from the action. The kiss was only broken when Wooyoung pulled away and glanced at the other who was insanely kiss drunk, eyes glistening foggily. He quickly resumed to treating the otherâs wound, who needed more than few seconds to come down from the ecstatic high he felt. He was left breathless and numb. When he opened his mouth no sound came out, so Wooyoung spoke instead.
âYou kissed me first. Remember thatâ he whispered, his voice barely audible above the pounding of their hearts.
Yeosang felt something flutter in his stomach as he gazed into his friendâs eyes from that close. They were dark brown, a stark contrast to his red lips. He felt his body go numb, mind becoming hazy as Wooyoung held his gaze without breaking it. There it went, another drop of blood escaping from his nostril. He embarrassedly turned away to wipe it down, his flushed face an eerily similar shade to it.
âDid my brother hit you that hard or are you just happy to see me?â Wooyoung spoke with a raspy voice, trying to lift the mood and Yeosang couldnât help but chuckle nervously, not sure how to decipher his own emotions, nonetheless the otherâs.
âYou did sound like an absolute pervert saying that you knowâ he replied, too shy to meet Wooyoungâs gaze.
For the next two minutes they refused to talk to or look at each other. On Yeosangâs par this behaviour could be considered normal; he didnât have much experience, especially not with people heâs head over heals in love with. The only time he kissed someone was his middle school crush on Valentineâs Day, and it was rather a quick peck then a kiss. But now this, oh he was going crazy. Having Wooyoung so close and he smells interesting and he only wears a bathrobe and he has hickeys all over his body and heâs being so gentle with him and they just fucking kissed? What does this all even mean? Does he make a move? Does he pretend it never happened? But why would Wooyoung do so? None of it made sense. Then he glanced up at the other and saw his eyes again. They were eyes he never knew. They were Wooyoungâs eyes, but the expression he made⊠the only time he saw it before was when he rescued Wooyoung from the club the first time he had slept with San. San.
It all dawned on Yeosang. This wasnât about him. Not even the kiss he and Wooyoung shared was about him. It was all about Wooyoung and San. In fact, the reason why he smelled so peculiar once again was because besides his own pheromones that he was gently emitting there lingered Sanâs strong musk he just couldnât wash off. All those hickeys on his skin were perfect proof of how far off the two of them were and just how little chance Yeosang had to even think of belonging in their world.
âOhâ he whispered with a broken voice and it was enough to catch Wooyoungâs attention. âSo you are just playing with meâŠâ
It was Wooyoungâs turn for his eyes to widen in shock. He pulled up his shoulders as if about to attack, but then slumped them down. Yeosang was right. What was he even doing? This is not something he can just take back after saying âsikeâ, this was an other persons life and another personâs emotionsâŠ
Yeosang inhaled a huge breath and allowed his muscles to relax.
âWhatâs going on with you?â he asked gently despite how conflicted he felt. âI doubt you would just ârepay the favourâ, not with meâ after he finished he started fidgeting with his cardigan.
Wooyoung sighed, running a hand through his hair as he struggled to find the right words. âI donât know,â he admitted, his voice tinged with frustration. âOr maybe I know, fuck, Iâm just so confused.â
âSpit it out dude.â
âItâs just⊠San.â
Yeosang hummed. He tried to play it cool not to let the other know he already knew that. Still, he wanted to hear it from Wooyoung.
âSan?â he echoed. âWhat does he have to do with this?â
Wooyoung hesitated, his gaze flickering away for a moment before returning to meet Yeosangâs eyes. He was blushing again.
âWell IâŠ. hmm itâs so confusing.â
âCome on itâs definitely not rocket scienceâ Yeosang sighed frustrated.
âIâm actually not sure,â he confessed. âThereâs something about him that draws me in, something I canât explain. I keep thinking about him and the time I spent with him and I keep wanting to do that more well not just the sexual stuff I just enjoy his presence and he just draws me in and Iââ
Yeosangâs eyes widened in surprise, a myriad of emotions flickering across his face. âYou mean... you have feelings for San?â he asked, his voice barely a whisper.
Wooyoung shook his head quickly, his expression pained. âI donât know,â he repeated, his voice strained with uncertainty. âThatâs whatâs been driving me crazy. I canât figure out what I feel.â
Yeosang reached out, placing a comforting hand on Wooyoungâs arm. âItâs okay to be confused,â he reassured, his voice gentle. âFeelings are complicated, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. But what does your uncertainty got to do with why you kissed me? I definitely need an explanation for that. Especially for a kiss like⊠that.â
Playful panic flashed across Wooyoungâs face as he grinned uncomfortably. âWell you see uhm⊠I had a theory going around in the back of my mind and I had to put it to practice.â
Yeosang raised a brow.
âYou see, I thought kissing you might clear up my head about these so called âfeelingsâ I might have or feel or whatever, so I wanted to kiss you to see if it was any different than with him or if it was the same andââ
Yeosangâs eyes widened in surprise, his heart skipping a beat at Wooyoungâs words. âAnd?â he asked, his voice shallow.
Wooyoung hesitated. âIt didnât. It didnât feel the same as it does with San.â
Yeosangâs heart clenched, a surge of conflicting emotions flooding through him. He wanted to be angry, to lash out at Wooyoung for hurting him and playing with him. But beneath the pain, there was understanding, a recognition of the turmoil that Wooyoung was going through.
âI see,â Yeosang murmured, his voice barely above a whisper.
Feeling a mix of emotions swirling inside him, Yeosang wrapped his arms around Wooyoung in a tight embrace, seeking solace in his warmth. He buried his face in Wooyoungâs chest, allowing himself a moment to collect his thoughts. He couldnât help but think about the fact that Wooyoung kissed him in the exact same way he kissed San, and the fact that San was probably deep inside him in such a momentâŠ
âYouâre an asshole,â Yeosang muttered, his voice muffled against Wooyoungâs shirt.
Wooyoung chuckled softly, his arm instinctively wrapping around his neck while he pet his head with the other. âI know,â he replied, âIâm sorry, Yeosang. I never meant to hurt you. I was just fucking impulsive.â
Yeosang pulled back slightly, meeting Wooyoungâs gaze with a small smile. âI know,â he murmured, his voice gentle. âI know you didn't mean to.â
They shared a moment of understanding, the weight of their shared experiences hanging between them. And then, unexpectedly, they both burst into laughter, the tension melting away like snow in the sun.
âItâs ridiculous, isnât it?â Yeosang said, his laughter echoing through the room. Oh the taste of masking.
Wooyoung nodded, a wide grin spreading across his face. âCompletely ridiculous,â he agreed, his laughter mingling with Yeosangâs.
Yeosangâs laughter faded into a gentle smile as he looked at Wooyoung, his eyes filled with sincerity and understanding. âYou know, Wooyoung,â he began softly, âI think itâs time for you to explore your feelings for San. You canât keep going on kissing randoms to find out if they make you feel the same as he does.â
Wooyoungâs expression softened, his gaze meeting Yeosangâs with a mixture of surprise and gratitude. âBut what about us? I mean you and Iâ fuck, you know. Your feelings. For me.â he asked, his voice tinged with uncertainty.
Yeosang reached out, gently placing a hand on Wooyoungâs arm. "I care about you, Wooyoung,â he said earnestly, âbut I also know that I can never be enough for you. And if exploring your feelings for San is what it takes for you to find happiness, then I want to help you.â
Wooyoungâs eyes widened in disbelief, his heart swelling with emotion at Yeosangâs selfless offer. âYeosang, I canât ask that of you,â he protested, his voice trembling with emotion.
Yeosang shook his head, a determined look in his eyes. âYou're not asking, Wooyoung,â he insisted, âIâm offering. I would do anything to see you happy, even if it means giving up my own feelings.â
Tears welled up in Wooyoungâs eyes as he looked at Yeosang, overwhelmed by his friendâs unwavering support and love. âThank you, Yeosang,â he whispered, his voice choked with emotion.
Yeosang looked at Wooyoung with a determined expression. âSo, how do we move forward from here? I mean, this was pretty awkwardâ he asked awkwardly.
Wooyoung took a moment to collect his thoughts before responding. âI think we need to own up to our mistakes,â he said slowly, âbut I canât do that yet. Not until I have a relationship with San. I mean, besides my possible feelings, I will have to say something to the ones curious about my private life in the media. I canât just randomly go public with a statement out of the blue.â
âThen the two of you should appear in public together. Again. But this time, in a clear setting, all planned out and not just something random.â
âAnything in mind?â
Yeosang nodded, his mind already racing with possibilities. âWhat about Mingiâs party?â he suggested, âSan and his cousin will be there, and itâs bound to be packed with people. Maybe thatâs the perfect opportunity for you to go public.â
Wooyoungâs eyes lit up with excitement at the idea. âYouâre right,â he agreed eagerly, âthat could be the perfect place to make a statement. Whether itâs about being an omega, or dating San, or even not dating him at all. It all depends on how the night goes.â
Yeosang agreed with a weak smile.
An hour later, Wooyoung pitched the idea to Hongjoong, Yunho, and Dr. Park Seonghwa over a video call. After a lengthy discussion, they all agreed that it was a risky but potentially effective plan.
âWeâll go undercover and infiltrate the university party of Song Mingi,â Hongjoong concluded the plan, âDr. Park will search for the party drugs, Yunho will keep Wooyoung safe and I will keep an eye out for any potential rumour starters. The kick-off is ours.â
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