⥠- hands
One of his first lessons from hisgrandfather was that the most valuable places to watch after yourtargetâs eyes were their hands.
Eyes looked, eyes glanced, eyes peekedand peered and glared and smiled and grimaced and shone and werehooded and were hidden; eyes could tell you all too much about what aperson might intend. Handsoften more told you what they did or would do;they reached and grasped, they hit and soothed, they flexed andbrushed and bruised and struck and held and squeezed and twitched andshivered and caressed and smashed and fondled and betrayed, betrayed,betrayed what couldhappen long before long or short or thick or slender fingers foundtheir way to their target of choice.
Moodyhad been taught to watch hands, and watch he did, watch he did as hewatched everything around him with the sense of vigilance a mortalcould only maintain. He was so busy, he often didnât watch his ownhands, which betrayed intentions and stories of a different kind.
Hishands, which twitched toward his wand whenever Aisling decided itwould be great fun to creep up behind him while he was losing himselfto his thoughts.
Hishands, which were a twisted collection of tiny scars, the majority ofwhich existed thanks to his potions classes and later experiments.Poisons and antidotes came to him worldâs easier than much of what hehad been sent to study, and yet too often the carefully sharpened tipof his blade would inevitably catch the delicate flesh of his fingerswhen his mind wandered to magical theory or the boundary between darkand light, cutting a quick, vicious wound and leaving a glowering redmark that would take its sweet time fading away.
Hisleft hand, the last three fingers of which had been gripped in themidst of a fight with a particularly stubborn wizard who had refusedsurrender. His body had twisted unnaturally with the spell thatstruck him, and more than his crumpling form, Moody remembers thesensation of the last three fingers trapped in his grip being rippedfrom their places, sending bolts of pain through his hand andwrist. Years later, he canât close those fingers properly, and oftenhas to tuck those last few fingers in with his thumb in order to forma proper fist.
Hisright hand, the knuckles of which would be permanently dyed red andtwisting white with slow-to-heal scar tissue. The first time he hurtthem, he punched the brick facade of his home in frustration. Thefirst real time he used them, he had tackled a bully into the streetin the village heâd grown up near, where he never truly fit in forthe sense of âothernessâ that would always hang heavily over those ofmagic blood trying to fit in with their non-magic kind, where he hadhit the boy in the face with his tiny angry fist over and over untilsomeone had pulled him off. The last time he remembered using them,it was to barely escape a Death Eaterâ and it had been pure chanceon his part they were so close, that so much of the Proper duelingetiquette theyâd been taught blinded them on how to truly fight, howto deal with a fist aimed squarely for their faces. His knucklessmashing into their solid mask had hurt like a mother fucker, but hadgiven him the split second he needed to escape.
One ofhis first lessons from his grandfather was that the most valuableplace to watch after your targetâs eyes were their hands. Moodyreveled in the small advantage such a deeply borne habit offered him,without ever wondering what his own hands, twisted and worn at nearlythirty years of age, told about him.














