#foundersmistakes

Signed up to fly across the world and pursue this dream of mine. It's wild to think about. What am I doing? idk. but I just know i'ma take all the opportunities to get to where I wana be....... I wish... I had someone to share this joy with.... like someone really close.... lol. See the thing is. I really wanted it to be asr. the communication just we couldn't get past the basics. I wanted L around because ya know. I could see myself in the future. Us. We always talked about us. Now. I'm just eye candying someone from afar because we're in each other's radar. I know she's busy and I know i'm busy. it doesn't make any sense to do anything right now. Ngl when the top tier of top tier people checked my profile out... I was thinking... damn... you needa get yo shit together brodi. She is one of your inspos and role models to be like. She's smart, knows her shit, has a high end fashion brand line, flies wherever she wants with her own money cause she got a few busineses and she knows her worth. She been in stealth mode for the last few years. You know you need to get it together.

Friend: Can you help me think of ideas for this company? They're in China and I want to see if we can branch them out in America. Me: Yes, send details and we can work on it. Friend: okay! (Sends over a pp that's a 5/10 lol) Me: Can I get more info, what do they want to do, what do they want to break into? etc. (lists all my questions) Friend: yes. Me: OLOLOLOLOLOL You're going to be busy i'ma just send what I got over. Friend: oh yeah they're top 50 and they make x money ARR Me: JESUS FUCKING. BRUHV. what am I getting back into.

What if you just started documenting again Evan? What if you took the time to really write it all out and let it go. These heart aches. These life lessons. The times where you're broke. The times you spent everything. The times where you solo'd tripped. The times where you left your family. How you've been pushing your boundaries. How you're going through life and having some experiences that people would die for. What if you just documented everything. What if? Your life has been somewhat of a whilrwind and life has a lot that will be coming towards you in the next few years. Right now it's just three years you have to actually devote yourself into your craft, your business, your hustles. Evan it's time to take matters of life into your own hands. Everyone else doesn't matter and you have to do what's best for you. let's make sure you get to where you want to be. From being in poverty to speaking to people who speak about Millions and Billions like it's nothing. Jesus you're getting into crazy things so crazy you couldn't imagine it for a few decades later. Right now. Evan. Do what you need to do and achieve. You've left the loves of your lives to pursue yourself. Embrace this journey.