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"natural"
Short backstory snippet :) this has been sitting in my drafts for ages but I think it's a good time to share it now. Baby Espa ily ❤ You can read more non-main story extras here.
Espada Masterlist
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CWs: Gore, offscreen murder, living weapon whumpee, child whumpee, slight dissociation
Training with Vlad
What was it like when they were first training with Vlad?
Q: why are you LIKE this
A:
Adolescence was a struggle
Between church and my parents,
My parents and who I was kissing,
Who I was kissing and what I was wearing,
What I was wearing and who's fault it was.
Formative means the worst of times,
The memories I can only see in black and white,
As if my brain decided that made it easier, lighter.
It was blood and willful ignorance,
Distance and guilt trips,
House after house after house
After school after school
After step-dad.
It was telling my mother she broke my heart
For the last time at 13.
It's her telling me now that I need therapy
Only because of one teenage party.
It's seeing her blue eyes in my sleep,
Flinching because she used to
Make my mouth bleed,
Hiding everything and knowing
I will never get an apology.
@nosebleedclub June 19th - Formative

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Poll: Just curious, what was your main way of discovering NEW* music in your teen/formative years?
Watching music videos on TV
Introduced by older sibling/other relative
iTunes Recommended For You
Hearing songs on the radio
Introduced by friend/friend group
Finding through YouTube
Taking a chance on a CD from a store
Songs used in popular TV show/movie soundtracks
Other (Put it in the tags!)
*New in this context meaning new to you, as opposed to brand new releases
Those were his formative years, and once formed a man cannot be re-formed—no, not even by a sword in a stone. The world tells him he's a king, but he feels he is a fraud, and he's terrified the world will find out.
Lev Grossman, from The Bright Sword