#forgiveher

A gorgeous woman With wit and Inspirational words That I strive To be Cannot understand How much I Idolize and Love her A woman that Is filled with Kindness and compassion That I can never Seem to understand How she knows The way My brain functions And how I am constantly Broken by How I see Through a Thick, dark cloud Ever since a Young age She was Different and Everything would Feel as if She was being Torn down Piece-by-piece Because of how Words hurt her And she struggled To love herself The way Others loved her She was greeted With three kids That she has Unlimited love For each child But when they Needed her most Life threw a New darkness that Was familiar but No the type Of memory Such as Bundled up Winter days With the scent Of hot chocolate Filling a small house And seeing delicate Marshmallows melt Slowly and add A new flavor To what seemed To be a perfect Way to warm Her heart And soul This darkness Was accompanied By a lack of Hope and joy That she was Once engulfed in She was now Empty and Tired of how slow The days went by And never felt The motivation To accomplish What was once A part of her life She took a new path Towards happiness And yet I had Lost her for A couple years I am grateful That she is now Happy and loved By a man who Wraps her in A bright glow Of love that she needs And despite the pain I feel knowing She might leave once more I will forever And always love her And after all These years And how I Missed her More every day I finally can Accept what Has happened In the past And I Forgive her

Forgive her