#forevergrieving

I've already had this moment since mom died. The funny thing was, rather than grey, it was a white hair. JUST like her, I will apparently skip the grey and go straight to white lol and even though I had these thoughts, it was like a little wink from her that said to me "see? You are the last physical part of me on this earth. I'm not just with you but IN you in everything you experience". And then I smiled and sent so much love to that single white hair of mine. There are so many days, all these years later where I find myself thinking "did that really happen?? Is she REALLY gone?" And sometimes, I even wonder if she was ever really here, and not just some figment of my imagination. I love and miss you, mom. And part of me will grieve until I meet my own death. 📷IC: @lifedeathwhat #whatgriefdoes #griefsupport #grief #forevergrieving #missyoumom #loveyoumom #loveneverdies #wedontreallydiewhenwedie #loveisforever #mothersanddaughters #picoftheday #photooftheday #potd #LOVE https://www.instagram.com/p/B5yItn9g5vT/?igshid=13au4arfpbjwl