Before I met you I was a mess. I never thought I'd get out of my head. It was the absolute worst place to be. In my head. Then I found you. You gave me the strength I needed to get myself up in the morning, eat something & to basically just be a person & an overall decent human being. Everyday, you are the first thing on my mind when I wake up & the last thing on my mind before I fall asleep & everything in between. Everyday, I fall more & more in love with you. You make me a stronger, better version of myself. You build me up when I've been torn down. These past 5 months you have showed me more love and compassion than I have ever known in my whole life. I was so scared to open up to you. Scared to show you who I am because of everyone who had pushed me away afterwords or told me I wasn't good enough, but I also found it so easy to open up to you and show you who I was. You bring out the best in me, and once I showed you who I was. Once I opened up to you, you didn't push me away, you held me close and loved me hard. At first I was suprised, but I let you love me. I needed you too. And with everything I had I loved you back. From the first time we spoke I knew I was in love with you. I knew you were the person I wanted to wake up to every morning. I knew I wanted to see that smile everyday for the rest of my life. I knew you were the person I wanted to struggle with. I knew you were the person I wanted to share forever with. When I'm with you, and I'm on the verge of tears, when I feel like I can't breathe, you give me oxygen. You show me that it's okay not to be okay, as long as I have you I'll never be alone. I love you so much I forgot what hating myself feels like. And no one hated me more than myself. You have made such a huge impact on my life, and I don't know what I'd do without you. When I wake up in the middle of the night, I need you to get back to sleep, to hold me and tell me it's okay, because no one understands my condition more than you. No one understands me more than you. The only way I feel safe anymore is in your arms. The only way I feel like me is when I'm next to you. You are all I need & all I could ask for. You are the only person I see in my future & I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you soooo muchhh, I love you more than words!! You make me the happiest girl in the world and I'm so thankful and lucky to call you mine♡ you are mine baby girl♡ don't forget that. And no matter what we go through, no matter how angry or upset I get, you will never see me give up on you or walk away. Through every argument, through all the pain & sadness we will bounce back cause we have each other and that's what we do. I will love you through your bad days, through your pain, I will love you through everything, and I can't wait to have forever to prove that to you. You mean the world to me baby girl. I'm forever yours♡ Forever & ever, your baby♡ @iamsam-samiam-thatsamiam