#forever different

I’m gonna be seeing Torbjorn shimmy and bop his way to the top in my nightmares now Rosário. I can’t return to who I was

But at the same time, I don’t want to. I feel like I’m ready to experience and meet more people. I’m not close to who I want to be yet, but I don’t think I can wait to be perfect anymore. Yet, I’m scared I’ll just end up the same way I was before. Have I really changed? I was reminded a few months ago about my past.. She reminded me of how I use to be, and then refused to look at me as who I was now. It seems I can’t ever escape who I use to be... and I don’t want to ever go back to being ostracized and labeled as something I’m not. I act like what people perceive of me is menial.. and trivial, but it seems I do really care. I hate it. “Why live for others and change myself continuously just so I can fit into society.. Why am I not good enough?” These are the thoughts I use to think. Now... I find people who accept me for who I am.. and college has done that for me.. it’s a small group, but I’m happy, so now.. maybe I’m ready for a larger group? Present myself to the world.. Hello, I’m Hung Nguyen. Nice to meet you! I’ll be ready when I post this on something people actually look at haha!