Sep 14, 2024
u guys don't understand i spend so much time refusing to think about barou it makes me sick like his character archetype has never appealed to me but he makes me doubt and that makes me hate him because all of my writing is poorly masked selfship fic and selfshipping with him makes me feel like i'm being domesticated :/
#strei.speaks#every fic i ever write is simply character x some version of strei#and in no universe am i with barou without being like#forcefully domesticated#brought in from the streets clawing and screaming#to be dunked into a flea treatment bath and then dried with a dyson airwrap#it's miserable#:<<<#all of my usual ships are like#feral for feral#or someone adoringly loving their fucked up street cat#and barou has some of the latter#but also#it feels like domestication and i dislike it#://///
