#forced words

I'm writing to write and this may become incredibly obvious to anyone reading this post.  

That guy looks like a retarded version of Eric Schmidt (former Google CEO).  I wonder if that could be a game.  Retarded version of.   

It's like 15 degrees warmer here than in the Palisades.  I guess that's good.  I wish there was a nice safe straight park where I could lay out here.  Evidently I am afraid of being raped by homeosexuals.  This isn't the most reasonable fear but it isn't my top priority to get over it.  Can one concede that he finds gays objectionable without being anti gay or homophobic?  

If there was a story who would be the characters and what would be their plight?  Traffic is going to be such a mess going home.  I should NEVER leave the Westside. Evidently the homeless can just go in and order glasses of icewater and then come out here and sit among us.  That can't be good for business.  Good for the short sellers of Sbux.  I mean I'm still here but this along with distance, bathroom, and lack of good looking girls mean that I'm unlikely to return.  

It's weird and potentially unhealthy to be angry at the homeless.  There's lots of stuff happening here.  Now the homeless are charging their phones (along with the loitering and water consumption).  There is a 1:1 ratio of homeless free loaders to actual paying customers outside at this starbucks.  I wonder if that girl had a home when she decided to spend $75 on a neck tattoo or if that is part of the mental illness aspect of the whole situation. She saved up two days of change and instead of buying meth or food, she got a neck tattoo.  

I'm pretty sure that I'm never coming back to this location.  I'm not going to write Starbucks a letter or anything

That woman's plastic surgery looks horrible.  Did she get one really bad lipjob or did she keep going back saying 'just a little bigger' until that happened?  Can I be mad at someone for doing that to themselves?  Not out of concern for them (I don't know them and am not the type of person that just radomly cares about strangers under the 'we're all god's children' bs) just because I'm angry that they spent money to try to look better and...what is it?  It's because I think that they wanted to look great and then be better than me and now she looks terrible so fuck her.  I haven't fully gotten to the bottom of my disdain but...I'm sure we'll figure it out one of these days.  Can you still be on government assistance if you've had plastic surgery?  I'd vote 'no' if I voted.  What about  tattoos?  Perhaps some people just aren't meant to have anything.  

Don't look at the model looking chicks too closely.  its like everything else it cant be as good as it appears.  appears is an illusion and i'm the sort who prefers pleasant illusiions to mediocre reality.  that's why i really like to sleep.  i want to spend more of my life asleep because i don't think it matters if i'm concious.  

there are too many people walking back and forth on this street or just continually walking around the block in circles.  

I wonder if I'll ever make a bunch of dough again and if so, will i pursue the accumulation of a bunch of stuff? would i get married/have kids if i had a ton of cheese?  or would i basically do the same stuff.  or would i get ridiculous - tons of fake ass chicks, blow, big house in the bu.  i guess that falls under the accumulations of a bunch of stuff.