#for squid

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Also hoping in the next 48 hours I get a new job so crossed fingers and things like would be greatly appreciated

squidsquish dog is wet

   I want to travel the world so badly, see all the sights and meet all of my online friends. But I'm always asked where will I get the money? How will I succeed at all? And the answer, quite simply, is that I really don't know. I can't handle a normal job, my body can't handle work and my mind can't take talking to people. The only possibility for any sort of work is a graveyard shift, but since I'm only 16 and in school I can't really do that. My art career is kinda fucked since people had unmotivated me from drawing at all. I'm really just fucking useless. I can't accomplish my one goal in life how I am right now and I honestly don't feel worthy of living. There's no more reason for it. I'm not going to commit suicide though. I've got too many people I'd hurt and I'm too lazy to do anything about it. Basically the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that I don't really care any more. And that I have someone who loves me. Even though I really can't see why.