#for lucille

Oh, I forgot to add that I have undiagnosed (but very very likely) costochondritis and POTS. Sorry, my list is too long for me to remember easily! -Lucille

dwight had watched people flock to the town, run to the shops and the bars and the apartments but he wasn't interested. he saw no point in trying to make connections here when he was a dead man walking. it would only be a certain amount of time before negan finally figure out how rick's group had always been one step ahead. dwight knew when that day happened there wasn't much hope for him but he was alright with that and had come to terms with it. he owed himself that much -- to put a stop to it once and for all. for those who knew dwight wouldn’t have been surprised to find him out in the woods, it was a safe place for him, he didn’t need anything fancy and never had. he’d been freshening up and was in the process of putting his clean shirt back on when he noticed her, almost causing him to stumble back in surprise more than anything. “what the hell was that?” how long had she even been standing there? his features hardening as he faced her. “next time a hello would be nice. unless that’s not how it works around here?”

Lionel x Annie (Attacked/Mugged) 

(The first part of the message is 30 seconds of hardly distinguishable noise and then he starts talking.) “Hey Annikins… I… I need you to c-come and get me. I know that it’s 3 in the m-m-morning and you have sc-school tomorrow, but I w-wo-wouldn’t ask you if I didn’t need it. I was j-just trying to walk to my car and th-th… god. There were so many of them and j-just me. They took my laptop and m-my wallet and my car keys a-and like that wasn’t enough, they still s-sl-slashed one of my wrists. I… I need to call an a-a-ambulance now. I was already calling you to leave you a goodnight message wh-when this happened, so I f-f-figured I might as well do that. Goodnight, Annie. I l-love you. I’ll see you s-soon.”

Lucille x Derek (Drug overdose/ heroin laced with fentanyl)

(Imagine all of her words are slurred. Can you do that for me? Okay? Okay.) “You would kill me if you knew what I was doing right now. I know I promised you… but it all just kinda happened… and I know it was a mistake but you were so angry with me. You were so upset and now I can’t even remember what we were fighting about. You were so upset and when I left your apartment and went back to mine, guess who was waiting outside the door? Fucking Warren, that’s who. And he… he knows how to get to me, Derek. He got to me, Derek. And now… I know I fucked up. I fucked up a lot. I bet you’re asleep right now, and when you wake up, this message won’t mean shit. You know, we could have been great together. I think I loved you, and now it’s too late for all of that. Because I fucked up. Because I let Warren fuck me up. I don’t know why I did it. I just… Needed to feel something that wasn’t because of you. I needed to convince myself I wasn’t going soft- and look where that got me. It serves me right. Karma’s a bitch, and I deserve to die… I’ve done enough damage in my life already. You’ll be okay. I’m gonna go now… I can hardly see straight and I’m not even sure you’ll understand a single word of this fucking message.” 

Indigo x Sutter (Tortured by government agents)

“S-Sutter? I… I don’t know how long I’ll be able to make this message and I’m hoping that maybe someone will be able to figure out where I am from it or something, I don’t really know how that works but please, god, I hope that it’s not too late when you get this. I’m… I think I’ve been missing for three days now, and I know you must be worried sick and I wish I could tell you that I’m okay. I wish I could Sutter, I wish I could. I’m sorry, I didn’t want to cry when I talked to you, I promise I didn’t mean to cry. My dad’s here. He’s here and the men in suits have been torturing him trying to get him to tell them where he hid that program he made but he hasn’t been talking. So they took me, and… Everything hurts, I just want it all to be over. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t even have anything to tell them or I would have— they’re just waiting for my dad to crack because of me. But he’s not… he’s not… he cares more about that program than me and I-I don’t understa- I think someone’s coming. I’m not supposed to be doing this. I love y-” (The phone gets taken away from her but isn’t hung up yet so he can still here what’s going on in the room, she’s sobbing the entire time she’s trying to talk) “Please, I don’t know what you want from me. I just want to go home. Please stop, please, please stop. Please-” 

Felicity x Will (Suicide)