#for len

in the not so distant future.... when robots are all thats left...

the last cup of coffee has been discovered.

They were blue, 

The colour of a summer sky, the hues of your favourite dress, 

When you told me you loved him. 

They curled at the edges, 

Colouring my cold tiles in sapphire. 

Forget-me-not, such a funny name. 

I wonder if you would forget, when my name doesn’t appear in your phone. 

When I’m six feet under, worlds away from cradling you in my arms. 

Like in the dreams every night before I jerk awake. 

I’m here lying on the tiles you picked for me, white like the colour of your skin

When that day you broke down in my arms, when he cheated on you. 

Oh, I wanted to hold you longer, my love. 

Wanted to keep you safe. 

Remember when I said I’ll be back? I meant it. 

I wanted to keep coming back until you saw me. 

Until the red in your new dress turned blue. 

Because he told you, 

“Darling, you look better in red.” 

But here you are, 

Hanging onto his arm again, believing all the saccharine lies.

Wasting your years away with his elixir of deception.

While I’m leaning over my sink, 

Coughing up the dregs of love you’ve left, 

Wondering if you’ll ever love me, 

As the petals steal my years away. 

Merry Christmas! Your wish will be granted with cookies in tish gift !

:D

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Welcome back! Have some baby pictures of my cats I know you love them :3c