#foolmeee

OKAY. i will attempt to do all three.

shige/massu + secret virgin tiemz: basically, it all boils down to shige feeling like he has to overcompensate. for what? no one knows! but y'know, massu's that guy who looks totally uninterested in anything resembling sex and relationships, but it's always the innocent ones. shige, however, cannot fight his ~long suffering feelz~ for massu, because massu is hot his bff and it just feels so good. you know. to be around him, at any rate. but, shige's expectations of a significant other are so high that he's never had a relationship last longer than two months, if that, or he's always been cheated on, and so here we are with a desperate shige, a meddling koyama, and a happily aware-but-would-rather-not-fuck-things-up massu (especially since, well, he likes shige, he really does, but in a relationship? who knows?), with tegoshi hanging out on massu's shoulder like the man-devil he is. it all comes to a head when shige decides that the best course of action is to just confess and get it over with and then crawl into a hole and die. massu, in the meantime, decides that maybe they should at least try it, and at the very least, he can teach shige not to kiss like a fish sucking face, because that kiss in seminar just looked painful. baby steps are best! (needless to say, their first time actually doing the deed is pretty awkward, but it's kind of funny in retrospect, and hey, they've got to be in a much better place now if they can look back and laugh, right?)

miyatama college au: um, i instantly got miyata as tama's RA. they have no classes together, they have nothing in common, and pretty much no chances to meet except for the fact that tama has to go to monthly floor meetings. at first, they don't really speak -- they know each other's names and where they live, obviously, but between separate majors, different ages, no classes in common, and no overlapping friends, it's really a wonder they know each other at all. but, it's a lonely holiday break and everyone's gone home except for a handful, and tama's family up and went away...somewhere...and so, resigning himself to his fate of meals alone, tama one day gets ready to head to the dining hall, only to bump into miyata on the way, hanging up holiday decorations. tama thinks it's stupid because there's only one other person on their floor that's there so it's a bit of a waste, but miyata only shrugs and grins and nearly topples over the chair he's standing on as he's reaching for the garland by his feet. "there's still the custodial staff," miyata says, going back to his task, "and campus security, and people visiting friends here, and i'm making dinner for me and the-other-guy if you want to eat with us." and tama considers the offer, considers the fact that it could be fun and at least he won't be alone, and accepts. they end up spending a lot of time together that winter since they're all in the same boat -- alone on a deserted campus -- but miyata is good company and surprisingly smart underneath his hobby of larping, what with his books and anthologies of classical japanese literature, a far cry from tama's own flight lessons and textbooks on aeronautical theory. and even when classes start up again and tama barges into miyata's room, rambling on about things miyata doesn't understand, the simple fact that miyata lets him in, lets him flop onto his bed while cursing sweep theory to the ceiling above him, is enough to calm tama down as the stress eases out of his system, perfectly content where he is, even when the room falls silent and miyata goes back to his textbook and occasionally reads passages out loud in the midst of his concentration. it's nice, being in an unhurried atmosphere. (it's nice there in general, feeling a little more at home than in his own dorm room, but he's not ready to actually admit that just yet.)

junno/ohkura + post apocalypse: they're told to go higher, as high up as they can go, because the fumes are less noxious and less toxic up high, and so junno runs, up and up stairs, and if it weren't for the awful fumes his legs could easily carry him up two, three steps at a time. he's not expecting to find anyone else -- most people have fled already, and if they haven't then they're probably just dead, but junno's lucky he has -- had -- friends who gave him warnings and lists of places that would be eradicated last. it doesn't change the fact that, well, he'll never stop running, but when that time comes he at least knows that he tried his best. he expects the building to be abandoned, scattered throughout with glass and doors barely hanging on hinges as a result of the initial government sanctioned raids, but he doesn't expect a few mice to scurry across his path on the 8th floor, and then another set of distant footsteps ahead of him on the 12th. he panics and frantically thinks back on the information he has, committed to memory by sheer repetition with a side of hope, wonders if the government decided to switch up their plans, wonders if he has time to make it to another sector, wonders if they just decided to do away with all of the last safe zones at once because they're tired of playing with civility, but as he hears himself gaining on the footsteps ahead, he starts to think that maybe, if junno can gain on them even in his half-exhausted state, he still has a shot. his own footsteps echo, though, large and loud, and the figure just ahead takes off but doesn't go all too far, running up two flights before veering off into a hallway and slamming a door shut. junno's not sure he wants to follow, but something doesn't feel quite right -- why would they run away if they're government sent? it doesn't take long for junno's feet to carry him towards the direction of the other person, and he knocks on the only door that's completely shut. boom, the apartment blows. (the other figure is obviously ohkura, who is another civilian trying to survive, but a year and some months of living in fear, constant movement, and mistrust of everyone has taken a toll and launched ohkura into a rather debilitating case of paranoia. knowing full well that the area they're in is one of the last to still stand, ohkura stays there and hobbles together some sort of explosive device from parts gathered throughout the building. when he hears junno's footsteps he panics and thinks that it's the end of the road, and sets off the bomb by his own will. ze end.)

1. The first big thing you bought with your own money/first paycheck? 

Hmm...I don't exactly remember. I think it's Panasonic camera.

2. What was the first concert you went to?

Raptor. lol. they were a popular duo back when i was still in junior high and they came to perform at my school. they just had a reunion concert last month and i went with a bunch of friends. we kept laughing throughout the concert to see those tw.o guys, now 30, sang all their cheesy songs (which we know by heart) and did the same dance moves (which again we can dance along). good old times :)

If it's international band, then Westlife. I practically begged my mom to buy a ticket for me. yeah before j/k-pop craze, there were backstreet boys, nsync, the moffats and westlife (and the list goes on and on....)

3. What is the talent you wish you had?

cooking and baking. does that count as talent?

4. Who is your ultimate bias and tell me something you don’t like about him/her. (something real, none of the ‘I hate that he’s so perfect and doesn’t take care of his health’ sort of answer…)

g-dragon :) what i don't like about him?... idk. i'm not the kind of fan who whine over their bias drinking or smoking. i don't care what the idols do in their real life. i don't expect them to be perfect. but he got himself into scandals quite a few times... i feel for him but as a leader he should be the responsible/reliable one. so i guess that's what i don't like about him. 

5. If you could join any band/group/girls group that exist which would it be and what would be your role among them? (stole this from a music meme i saw around)

idk... i never thought about that. 2NE1 maybe? i want to see CL's closet :) and i think hanging out with her would be nice because she likes to stay home, read books and stuff. bom seems fun to be around too. but i don't know what role to do. i always sing out of tune and my friends say i speak s--l--o--w--l--y (i think i speak normally though) so i can't be a rapper either.

6. How did you get into j/kpop?

with j-pop, it started from watching series. i knew kimutaku before smap and matsujun before arashi, then it kinda went from there. k-pop is because of dbsk. they are the first band that i tried to learn the names and find variety shows that they were on to watch. (i secretly hope one day they'll perform as 5 again, at least just one song. it makes me sad every time i see yunho and changmin do Rising Sun)

7. The way you want to die?

Can i just sleep and never wake up? the least painful way possible.

8. One of your favourite quote.

"Eat well, travel often" i saw it on tumblr, and immediately decided to make it my motto and resolution. 

9. How many languages do you speak, and which do you wish to learn?

Now 2 - Thai and English. In high school i took French and in university i took Spanish and could speak both quite fluently. but now i could only understand some easy phrases if you speak it very slowly. I've been wanting to seriously learn Japanese because i love japan. went there 3 times and plan to go again whenever my savings allow.

10. Have you changed a lot in the last 5 years?

quite a lot actually. traveled alone for the first time. got completely into k-pop. fell in love with doing laundry (love the smell of freshly-washed clothes :) just went back to full-time job for a month but is now wondering if i fit the corporate and cubicle... physically, gained over 10 kgs!! i used to be a food writer. a dream job until i realized i couldn't wear anything in my closet. spent months to go back to my normal weight.

11. A question you wish you got asked. Answer it too (I’m out of ideas…)

What do you spend money on? - food and concerts! haha. i just looked at my wallet and saw tickets to concerts i went to this year. there're a lot! and there're also tix i bought for lady gaga and jason mraz next month. regret nothing though ^^

my questions:

1. apart from tumblr, what do you have open on other tabs?

2. Who is your ultimate bias and tell me something you don’t like about him/her. Something real, none of the ‘I hate that he’s so perfect and doesn’t take care of his health’ sort of answer. (i like this question so i'm gonna steal it ;)

3. if you finally meet your bias in person, what'd you do?

4. Fill in the blank : People always assume i am ____ but i'm really ___

5. Anime/movie character you can relate to the most?

6. What's it that everyone hate but you like? 

7. Most annoying thing you've to encounter everyday?

8. What do you spend your money on? Greatest extravagance?

9. Best concert you've ever been to?

10. Most underrated song/band?