#foolishlove

Hi! It's me, Gea Clare Desoyo. It is so good to see you here. Wanna check out my blog? This contains my works that I made during our first grading in Creative Writing.

*whispers* I am about to tell you a secret. I do really love this subject because I can finally show my skills and talent in writing. A lot of people, including my parents, doesn't know that I own an account where I post my works there.

Right now, I know you've been waiting to read my works. Alright, I'm about to leave you already. Enjoy, my dear reader!

First Output, Acrostic Poem: Carrying every baggage of life Only to know it was hard to survive Should I just put it somewhere or leave it behind? My mind is now all occupied Only the universe know how Struggled I am until now

Final Output Foolish Love: Do you still remember, that one night in September We didn't think of what we are going to have We just felt so much, I can say too much It made me easily trust, causing us in a rush You think I'm small and vulnerable Mentally unstable, someone who you can fool You've told me the sweetest words, showed me the nicest gestures You captured my heart and gained my trust eventually When you asked me if I love you, silence is my answer But even without telling you, you knew already Love can be so beautiful yet terrifying It gives you a new perspective, believing to everything Late night talks, cringy jokes, and random calls We used to share laughters, secrets, and promises My pillows are witnesses inside my room, between the walls Now, we were just broken pieces If you'd ask me again if I love you, yes I do You can and will always have my heart, but not my trust Because those exact same pair of lips that used to give me kisses are the ones that constantly lies Those hands that I admire as they hold mine are the ones that waved goodbye.

How can something feel so right and true when it all just lies?

How can a man of your dreams become a joke in one message

How can I not be aware that he has already someone?

How I didn’t feel that I’m number two?

How can someone feel so real,

How can someone look so authentic,

How can someone make you feel you’re special,

How can someone willing to ask your parents for approval,

How can someone fool me like this?

Left me like I was nothing to him. 

Why does it feel like I still wanted to hear his voice despite all the lies?

Why do I want to still hear from him knowing we don’t even start something yet,

How can you fool me like this?

How can I be so good to you and you calmly fool me with all your words?

How did I come to the point that I wanted you to be the father of my children?

How did I come to the point where I already pictured our future together? 

How can I hurt someone just for you without knowing it?

How can my heart fall for you that easily?

How can I move on, how? 

And you know what’s more painful?

You just left me without any word,

You left me without any sorry, 

You left me with a love I thought was real.

You left me a memory of you that was so innocent and pure

You left me here, deeply scarred. 

Can somebody tell me how, 

Can somebody tell me what to do?