#follnova

“ would you mind sitting a little closer ? ”

“ uhm but only because i love you so much ”

baby’s first ever comm waahhh i am so excited and happy and !!!!! i can’t even describe this feeling (ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ) art credits go to the amazing @/stoopidkiki on insta !!!! it was such a pleasure working with her and i had the best experience for my first comm i highly recommend her <3

“he’s more myself than i am. whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same” - wuthering heights

sometimes he starts kissing my neck when we’re laying together in his bed, one of his hands cupping my cheek, and asks if it’s okay. doesn’t mention what but i know what it is and i never tell him it’s not.

he takes his sweet time nibbling and biting and sucking, holding me real close, until i hiss at the burning of my skin. he always leaves sweet kisses after and moves again and again on my neck or my chest.

the next morning, i leave them, they’re there for a reason, to remind him that i’m not going away, that he made them and that only he could. it gives him some peace of mind whenever he’s feeling a bit lost, a bit insecure, scared of doing something that could push me away.

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novashapedstar posted : at practice with birthday boy !!!

follo.tunito commented : wait, you didn’t tell me you wanted to post this! at least one of us looks nice novashapedstar replied : you don’t look bad ?????? what is your problem follo.tunito replied : who said i was the one who looked bad? 🤨 novashapedstar replied : i hope one of your bass chords snaps

zankanijik commented : instead of taking pictures why don’t the two of you focus a bit more?

jabssclaw commented : please god strike ‘em down i can’t do this anymore novashapedstar replied : RUDE ??????

a first kiss with yoichi is the most tender thing. he is not an experienced man when he meets me, only a couple of sporadic flings that had never gone anywhere, so it’s new both for him and for me. we are each other’s first kiss (yes, at our big age) and we are both so awkward and embarrassed and scared to fumble it all.

a soft kiss in front of the door of my apartment after he insisted on walking me all the way there. “i don’t want you walking alone at night” and so he walks next to me, with his hands in the pockets of his jeans because he’s still unsure about how far he can go with me. he insists on walking me all the way to my front door, not the door to my apartment complex, but that of my own flat, to stay with me a bit longer.

and when we do get there, we just smile, neither of us wanting to leave first. he clears his throat and points to the stairs, telling me that maybe he should go. although, before he moves away, i tell him how much i enjoyed the night and that i had so much fun with him. he can’t get away after that. takes one step closer, saying that he can’t help it but want to spend more time with me and that, even if he has work tomorrow, he’d love to stay and forget about it, but that it’s not the right moment.

one of his hands reaches for mine, trailing its way up my arm, sending shivers down my spine, until it cups my cheek and i melt into his warm palm. “can i kiss you?” i nod without hesitation and so his lips reach mine.

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a first kiss with follo has jagged edges and tears rolling down my cheeks. it comes after he awakened his jinki, after he had everyone at head quarters worried about his wellbeing. it comes after the excruciating waiting to know if he’s alright. enjin keeping me distracted, rudo not saying anything about what happened. until eishia told us all “he’s awake.”

my feet stop at the threshold. he sees me and i see him, but everyone else is talking to him, asking what exactly happened. but that’s when eishia removed his bandages and his big scars were set free that my feet start moving. one step, two, i reach the side of his bed and wrap my arms around him tightly.

follo simply freezes. he couldn’t remember the last time we hugged, probably a long time ago when we were still playing in our old neighbourhood in north ward and snow was all we knew. he hugs me back, one single “i’m sorry” slips past his lips and then i break apart.

he feels my shoulders tremble, my hands holding to him for dear life, sobs and tears filling the room and he has no idea what he should do. it’s been so long since the last time i cried. one of his hands caresses my head, letting me stay there in his arms. behind me, the room starts emptying, until it’s only the two of us.

“i thought you were leaving me alone again.” that’s all i can manage to say through thick tears.

kindly, always kindly, like how he used to take care of my frozen fingers, he makes me lift my head up so that i’m looking at him. he has tears in his eyes too, but pushes them back as his thumb dries mine. “i never should’ve vanished without telling you. can you forgive me?”