#fmtickling

The more I've committed to really analyzing my interest in tickle torture, the more obvious it's become to me how male-centered the market for tickle torture material is.

I am a switch at heart, but I do have a slight preference for F/M content. But I've noticed a real gap between what attracts me to F/M tickle torture and what the market for such content provides.

My infatuation with being tickle tortured by a woman, I've found, is almost entirely dependent on how much she gets off on the sadism of it. I'm drawn to the idea of a woman feeling intimate enough and caring enough to commit to the idea of breaking my will and my mind through the application of tickling (or other pleasurable sensations). Of her getting to know my mind and body well enough to truly torture both of them right to the edge. My interest in all of this is directly related to hers.

But when I try to find good f/m content, it just seems so obvious that my understanding of this kink is not what this market is catering to. Where my obsession with f/m tickling is centered on the experience of the 'ler, almost all of the material I can find clearly centers the guy's experience. That's not to say the women aren't willing participants or having a good time, but it's the dude who by and large ends up getting off on it (in fact a huge portion of these videos end with the guy literally getting off on it). The guy is the one who's depicted as being "into it."

There are some exceptions. I dearly love Yahara's work at X-feathers, and if any of this resonates with you you should check it out. You can tell every time she tortures a helpless guy that she's doing it because SHE likes it, not because HE does. His desires are immaterial, she's going to do what she wants until she's satisfied and that's that. He's an object of her pleasure, not the other way around.

But work like hers is the exception that proves the rule. Unless there's some treasure trove of female-centric f/m stuff out there, I'm just more and more convinced it doesn't exist. And if that's true then I suppose what I'm saying is maybe there are two different species of f/m tickle kinks.

I'm excited by the thought of a woman being excited by torturing me. I guess maybe that's not the same thing as being excited by a woman torturing me.