◤just like this
❝ this atmosphere is different even if I lost today, it’s okay, don’t stop turn up the volume, out of breath @fmdhayi
he is a bit tired, but that’s because he is overworked. most of the end of year award shows had been done, but there was so much more that was planned ahead. he had his solo debut right around the corner, that should be exciting but jihoon had been dreading it more than anything. he never had his name on anything music related and now he has a whole album pulled out of his ass. anything he wanted to do creativity wise, which was a lot to unpack when realization strikes through. he doesn't say it or show it, he's so used to covering any anxiety or worry that is actually starting to think gold star might decide its a sign to get him into acting.
so he is a bit out of it when it comes to showing hayi what his dance is about. it's only them really, and the company laptop on the ground as he watches his very first official choreography on the screen. its almost surreal how much he likes it, there was just something extremely satisfying about the taps of everyone's feet onto the wooden floor.
its not catalyst's usual dance style, he desperately hopes hayi notices that. she's a great dancer herself, with plenty of experience and choreographies under her belt. despite his won experience in dance and jihoon priding himself with the variety of styles he knows, he hasn't really... worked on a choreography since his trainee days. catalyst is very monitored the company has a vision, so the fact that both rioh and him were allowed to experiment outside of the hard set box of cool, powerful, is worrisome.
"so? disappointed?" he asks, can't help because he would rather be negative and positive in absolutely any situation. no matter how much jihoon liked to say and insist he was a realist, there were things and situations which didn't allow him at all to feel that way. better be setting low expectations than get disappointed.











