#flynn.

She buys a ticket to one of Flynn’s shows because she only knows herself well when she hurts, and there is nothing more to it than that. 

She watches him and remembers that this is it, that this is the only person she’ll ever believe she loves — that everything else is rusty, dying stars. 

She knows that he is shy, that he won’t linger after his set or come out quickly to talk to fans who wants to make Twitter threads and moodboards. She has to wait a long, long time before he emerges from the venue doors, hood up, headed straight for the tour van.

“Flynn?” Too loud. Her voice cracks, and she winces.

“You thought I could ever really hate you?”

It’s a testament to her immature bouts of misguided rage. It’s also an insult to the concept she has — had — has — of their feelings for each other. 

She thinks she shoved him when they first got out of the car after the accident. She regrets it immensely, feels it burning a hole in her stomach. She thinks she’s cried more than she’s ever cried before, said things to him she wouldn’t wish said to anyone else. She texted and called and texted and called again. It was never hate, though, not to her. 

Spirit is older now, but time has only created a small distance between herself and what she feels for Flynn. She’s able to hold back tears, but only barely. She grips at her throat, hating that choked-up feeling you get when you’re trying not to sob. 

Same city — worried about George — some bullshit about healing — it shouldn’t have been enough excuses for the two of them to meet up, not even at a public park. She looks down at her heels and imagines teleporting home. 

        well  ,  call  me  kooky  but  i  think  adrian  and  alice  have  something  going  on  ??  and  it  wouldn’t  surprise  me  if  we  found  out  flynn  had  a  little  side  piece  ...  but  i’ve  got  my  eyes  on  taron  and  lisa’s  late  night  “ work “  ;  and  i  definitely  see  some  todd &  ren  flirtation  on  the  horizon  ??  only  time  will  tell  !  (  @wcnderstrck, @wcnderlnd, @dashingrogueflynn, @dcylght, @falsegds, @guardianofbears, @xsomnias  )

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