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It was a lucky thing the Runagate was used to running all over the Territory in a single day. The wind was astir, and cats were on the move.
It was starting in the north â groups of well-muscled cats were spreading out from the leadersâ home and small, fleet messengers and scouts raced ahead of them, darting around like dragonflies over a pond, skidding to a halt in front of traveling cats or nesting families and informing them with wide, intense eyes about this dangerous group of rebels that no one could find or predict.
A fine way to spread panic, the Runagate thought, then, more cynically, not that it will help.
Indeed, a lifetime of easy hunting and dozing days had lulled most of these cats into hardly having the energy to look doubtfully at each other before politely thanking the reporter for the news and sending them away so naptime could resume. The Fleet were taking their jobs seriously; the âciviliansâ, as they always referred to the rest of the Clan, were not.
Still, the Runagate knew this calm before the storm. Certainly not on this scale, but theyâd seen it before. Now was not the time to sit around, confident that things would be fine.
Not that it ever was.
The brothers would have to go without seeing their mother. Four patrollers had been stationed around her, and all of them looked ready for a fight. Even that big white fellow would struggle against them, and the rest of his friends werenât exactly soldiers (though perhaps Redheart could take a swing or two). The resting ground for the Vultures and this Nettlecloud were out of the way anyway, but the Runagate had a feeling that wouldnât have been an issue for the dying mollyâs sons.
The thing they would consider an issue was the search party still following them. They were marching at a steady pace, one that cats of the Fleet would be able to keep up even over a week. It was, after all, their duty to travel.
The Runagate checked in on them much more regularly than they had ever done for anyone else. Redheartâs eagerness had rubbed off on them, and now they didnât just want to run away or warn. They wanted to be active. They wanted to contribute and really observe the world around them. They were awake.
It was a rather nice feeling, really.
And so they watched, and followed, and popped back in to the renegades on the evening after their talk with Redheart. Everyone was awake this time. They really had no choice but to make themselves seen.
The dark grey one noticed them first. Her ear twitched at the whispers of the Runagateâs movement through the grass. When she looked around, she said aloud, âIs someone here?â
The rest of the group raised their heads as well, now alert. All of them stood up, even the blind one, who hardly seemed bothered on a bad day. Redheart and Greyleaf sniffed the air and perked up.
âItâs alright,â Redheart said to the others. âThis is a friend.â She could not see the shade, but she seemed to know where they were anyway, looking in their direction. âCome on out. Youâre safe here.â
A momentâs hesitation, developed from generations of frightening others with their appearance⊠and then, for once, finally, the Runagate stepped into the open.
Their reception was not unanimous â the dark grey one, the white fellow and his little brown friend all bristled and made various noises of alarm. Redheart, Greyleaf and the brother were hardly ruffled, just nodded a greeting. The blind molly sniffed the air and her ears slid back, tail slowly winding back and forth like a snake as her eyes narrowed in concentration.
The apprentice was the interesting one. She gasped and almost leaned back where she stood, eyes wide in shock. âItâs you!â
Your mind is awakened, I sense. The Runagate lowered their head a little in a half-nod. Perhaps Iâve hurt you that way. Iâm sorry.
âIâm not hearing anything,â the blind one said slowly, âbut I am hearing something all the same. Is thisâŠ?â
âThe Runagate.â Greyleaf swept out with a paw in a slightly sardonic gesture of beholding. âMeet the catalyst for all of this, everyone.â
The white and dark grey cats relaxed a little, though their eyes were wary. The brown oneâs back hair still bristled and his mouth was shut tight.
âSâalright, Beetlefoot,â the brother said patiently. âWe got us an ally here.â
âWe do.â Redheart looked to the Runagate, standing tall, all business again. âYouâve got news, I assume?â
Indeed. The Runagate took a moment to feel half a flicker of amusement at the slight shivers of the white cat as they spoke, then continued. It would seem the entirety of the Fleet is after you. News is spreading south that youâre all wanted. If youâre to head north, it'd be wise to go as quickly as possible. Perhaps not through the valley, though. They turned their gaze to the brothers. And I could not get close to your mother to see exactly how sheâs doing. Thereâs a patrol there who I would say are looking to arrest you if you go near her.
The brother and Greyleaf sighed in unison, a shaky, unhappy pair of sighs. The wary and hostile cats simmered down into sympathy and shared worried expressions with each other.
I assume you know thereâs a patrol after you, the Runagate continued, and went on after a round of nods. Theyâre moving a little faster than you all are. Youâre hidden in the grass, but your scent is fresh, and theyâre closing in. I would pick up the pace. Or perhaps go somewhere they cannot follow.
A moment of silence before the apprentice turned her head to gaze at the mountain they had been trekking towards. âIs there any way we can lose them up there? Itâs steeper than the hills, it looks likeâŠâ
âThe mountain?â the blind one asked.
âYeah.â
âOh, thatâs perfect.â She smiled and lifted her tail high. âItâs steep and itâs full of tunnels. Very easy to traverse if you know your pathway.â
âWhich none of us do,â the brother said.
âI do, my boy,â the blind one said with a bit of a teasingly condescending tone. âIâve been all over that half of the mountain. I can get us through that part easy.â She paused, then hummed. âThe problem would be when we hit the Braeâs forest. They wonât take a shining to us intruding on their land.â
âI can guide us then,â the brown one said suddenly.
Everyone looked at him with great surprise. His eyes were now on the ground, but he still stood stiff and tall (about as tall as he could get, at least).
âThatâll be useful,â the blind molly remarked after the silence had gone on long enough. âThen we have our path set.â
âOnce weâre on the mountain, weâll be able to see the cats after us better, I think.â The white one now looked nervously to the Runagate. âHow⊠how close are they now?â
Theyâd catch you within half a day, were you to stay still.
âThen we better not waste time.â Redheartâs eyes went round to each cat. âAre you all willing to walk a little more into the night? The sooner we reach the mountain, the sooner we can stop for longer, if we are indeed hidden.â
âWe will be.â The blind cat nodded. âI can promise you that.â
âI say we move, then.â The brother looked to Greyleaf, then to the others, who all voiced their agreement. To Redheart, he said, âBest go now.â
âRight.â Redheart turned her tired-but-awake eyes to the Runagate. âYouâre free to do as you like, but weâd appreciate if you could keep an eye on those chasing us. Or if you see anything we should know about.â
Happy to help. The Runagate bowed their head â then, just to be a little cheeky, they took a step back and vanished into the dark, allowing themselves a little smile when the grey molly swore in shock.
 ---
 No time was wasted. The second the Runagate was gone, Redheart and Darkpelt took the lead, keeping the group going at a brisk trot even into the night. The grass shrank and softened under their feet, then gradually vanished as the ground steeped upwards so suddenly that one could trip and fall if they weren't paying attention. The soil reddened and turned airy, until dust kicked up with even the most gentle of steps.
âNo wonder the Versant cats all smell like dust,â Flyfang grumbled, nose wrinkled as she failed to fight off a sneeze.
âIs it as bad as smelling like mud and fish?â Darkpelt asked cheerily, head almost upside down over her back. âWe all gotta smell like where we live, you know.â
âKeep your voices down,â Beetlefoot hissed. âSomeone might be around.â
âNot at this time of night.â Darkpelt waved her tail, dismissing his worries. âVersant just relaxes at home when it gets dark. And there should be some hollows close ahead we can stop in for the night.â
Beetlefoot didnât respond, but Flyfang could see he wasnât satisfied with that. She tapped his side with her tail, not sure if she was jokingly prodding him or trying to reassure him that it was fine. Either way, he stiffened in his paces, so she withdrew and kept trotting alongside Littlepaw.
âHow are you doing?â she asked her apprentice (her apprentice!) in an undertone.
âTired,â Littlepaw whispered back. âBut I can keep going, I promise.â
âGood thing we donât have far to go.â Flyfang eyed Darkpeltâs strutting form, which almost blended into the shadows. âAt least, she thinks so.â
Darkpelt made a sound that was vaguely amused. âI know so, my friend. Here, actually- the ground just hardened. Weâre a hop away.â
âUmâŠâ Laurelclaw craned his neck forward, peering at the bumpy red dust and rocks they were scaling, pine trees jutting up in their way. âI know itâs dark, but I donât see anything like a den up ahead.â
âThatâs the point!â Darkpelt hopped up onto a cropped-out stone without slowing down. âEveryone follow me.â
One by one, the cats jumped after her, going in a single-file line. Being cats, they had fine balance, but those that had lived in the flatlands, such as the brothers and Flyfang herself, couldnât escape wobbling a bit on the narrowing paths that were littered with oversized pebbles. Flyfang hardly had a chance to complain before Darkpelt turned left immediately after a pine tree and vanished. Redheart, immediately after her, disappeared as well with a noise of surprise â then Greyleaf, then Mistface, then Littlepaw, and then Flyfang, with Laurelclaw and Beetlefoot behind her.
Behind the pine was a hollowed out den that seemed to stretch on forever into the earth. The ceiling and walls were crossed unevenly with zig-zagging tree roots holding the soil in place. It was cool and dry, and when Flyfang looked back outside, she had a perfect view of the valley they had just left. It was too far away to see whoever was following them, but then again, those cats couldnât see the den either, so perhaps it didn't matter.
âWowâŠâ Laurelclaw had to crouch a little and duck his head to fit through the entrance, but he was able to straighten up as the den widened out. âThis is perfect. Why isnât anyone here?â
âThereâre dens and tunnels all over here,â Darkpelt said. âEnough to house half the Clan. Itâs called âthe Rootlandsâ by natives. The pines made the ground stable enough to be dug up wherever one pleases.â
Mistface tilted his head. âYou travel here a lot to know all this?â
âI was born here, actually.â Darkpelt gave a self-satisfied nod. âLet me tell you what, nothing gets you prepped for walking blind like living on a slope like this.â
âThat explains a lot about you,â Beetlefoot muttered.
Darkpelt laughed and gestured with her paw in a sweeping motion. âSettle down, everyone. Weâll have to go without hunting for tonight â thereâs nothing around here.â
âThat sucks.â Greyleaf stretched one side of his mouth back in a half-grimace. âWell, I can wait.â
âI can too.â Flyfang pawed at a spot ahead of her and sat down on it, a little put off by how stiff the ground was. âWeâll hunt as soon as we can.â
Various murmurs of unhappy resignation echoed in the den. Everyone gradually found a place to rest, settled down and fell into silence. Littlepaw rested against Flyfang, paws tucked tightly under her body and eyes unfocused.
Flyfang gently nosed her shoulder. âWhatâs on your mind, kiddo?â
Littlepaw didnât answer at first. When she did, her voice was so quiet the den didnât carry it around the walls. âJust thinking aboutâŠâ She shuffled. âEverything. All these lies we get told.â She frowned. âOr maybe they werenât lies. But I donât know, and it bothers me.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âLike, StarClanâs a lie, and we all believed it, right?â Littlepaw looked up at her mentor, eyes glimmering with distress. âBut then the Runagateâs real, but theyâre good. And I got thinking while we walked â if the aspects were real, wouldnât they have stopped this monster for us? Aileronâs whole thing is fighting off evil beings. Why couldnât she do anything?â
No one spoke, but Flyfang could see they were all listening.
âAnd the rest of the stories!â Littlepawâs curly-furred tail puffed out. âAll these spirits and ghosts and beasts, I donât even know if theyâre real. Does anyone? Were they ever real? Were they just fables to scare kits? Are any of the predators the patrollers talk about⊠do they even exist? Whatâs real and what isnât? How can we tell?â
Silence. Littlepaw stared into Flyfangâs eyes desperately, like she had the answers. She took in a soft breath and let it out slowly.
âWell,â she said quietly, âI suppose the only way weâre going to find out is when we take out the biggest factor in the equation. Whatever itâs created, maybe thatâll go away with it.â
âWe canât assume much on the part of the aspects, anyway,â Redheart said, voice between firm and soothing. âItâs possible that StarClan is too strong even for them.â
âAnd if theyâre just a story too?â Littlepawâs voice hitched and she looked at the deputy now, ears pinned back.
âWeâll cross that trail when we get to it.â Redheartâs usually weary and hard face was soft and a little melancholy. âRight now, I wouldnât worry about it. We have much bigger prey to catch. Whatever comes next will come next.â
âCanât promise nothinâ,â Mistface said on the tail-end of a yawn. âBut if it helps, lilâun, Iâd like to think them beinâ part of our tales and communities makes them real enough. Theyâve been inspirinâ and entertaininâ all this time, drivinâ cats to be better or happier with the world around them. Ainât that more important than if theyâre actually causinâ the rain and snow?â
There was no answer again, but the air in the den warmed and relaxed. Laurelclaw sighed like he had been holding his breath. Greyleaf nodded approvingly to his brother. Flyfang felt Littlepaw lose the tension in her body, and her tail-fur smoothed out again.
âThat does help,â she murmured. âThank you.â
Mistfaceâs lazy smile on his face seemed more genuine than it usually was. âOur deputy hereâs right, anyway. No purpose in worryinâ now. Letâs focus on what we got right in front of us.â His eyes slid over to Greyleaf. âNot that itâs much more soothinâ of a topic.â
Greyleaf huffed a chuckle. âItâll just be a bad dream soon enough.â
Flyfang looked down at Littlepaw as she shifted to lean against her mentor, eyes shutting. Flyfang helped her along with a purr, and soon Littlepawâs breaths slowed. Everyone else fell asleep soon after her, but Flyfang was awake for just a bit longer. She studied their faces, how some twitched their lips or ears, how Greyleaf and Redheartâs expressions were tight and troubled. Were they seeing it still?
Flyfang gradually lowered her chin onto her paws, staring ahead at nothing. She didnât want to admit that Littlepawâs worries were gently digging their dirty little talons into the back of her head as well.
It was a good question she asked: If StarClan wasnât real⊠was anything?
Mistface had never been so eager to do anything in his life as he was now. By the look of it, the same could be said for everyone else.
Even Beetlefoot was relatively cheery. He had been the first to suggest the route the group would take: to avoid potential arresters, they would travel east towards the marshlands and make a wide berth around the valley, climbing along the mountainside and emerging north on the land by the path the Plage took in their travels to the coast. The idea was warmly received, brightening Beetlefootâs dour face up and, if Mistface wasnât mistaken, adding a bit of a strut to his usual choppy trot.
Greyleaf and Flyfang were at the lead â they knew this section of the Territory the best (Mistface declining any authority) and, working together, could navigate the streams and patches of land in the south quickly enough that the party could get a sizable lead before anyone would find out where they were going.
âIâm surprised we lived so close to each other and never met,â Mistface remarked, several paces behind the two.
âWell, you know how reclusive the Marish are,â Flyfang said over her shoulder. âIt would've been a miracle if you even caught a glance of me from a distance.â
âThen thereâs more land back there than I thought.â Mistfaceâs front foot kicked aimlessly at an acorn shell. âWe heard tell there was a lake no one would pass around.â
âThere is,â Flyfang said. âItâs just further south. And no, none of us have gone past it. I donât think thereâs much there to explore, honestly. Just a long stretch of flat grassland-â She tilted her head thoughtfully. âWell, you can see a mountain range in the distance, but itâs so far off, why bother?â
âSâpose thatâs fair,â Mistface replied. He kept his second thought to himself: if this quest failed, the Clan may need to discover what that mountain range was like.
Chatter fluttered back and forth around the party, mostly anecdotes about the marshes and how life was living in the south part of the Territory. Mistface hardly paid any attention to it; he just padded along, grateful for the sunlight when they stepped out of the border of the oak forest and into grassland again.
âHang on.â Darkpelt suddenly stopped. âEveryone, noses in the air.â
The rest of the cats looked at each other, puzzled, but did as she said.
âI'll check,â Littlepaw said, and hurried off around a bend of oaks before anyone could say otherwise. She was back in a few moments, tail bushy in alarm.
âThereâs a group of cats entering the forest,â she hissed. âI just barely saw them go through the trees. Theyâre all big.â
âThen we need to move,â Redheart said. âFlyfang, can we head south more? Will the marsh hide us?â
Flyfang looked at Greyleaf like he had an answer. âI mean- yeah, the grass is tall, and the smellâs thick, but⊠thatâs Marish land.â
âWould there be anyone out hunting around this time?â Redheart persisted. âDo we have a chance of getting through unseen?â
Flyfang squinted in thought, then turned to Redheart. âThe part weâd go through is usually poor pickings in the morning. But we have to be quick.â
âLetâs not waste time, then.â Redheart gave everyone a curt nod and started off at a loping jog, Flyfang and Greyleaf at her side. The party went after them at just slow enough of a pace that Darkpelt could keep up with no guidance, but fast enough to outrun the trackers.
The grass met them quickly, swallowing them all in narrow green walls. They went single file now, Mistface at the rear behind Darkpelt. He glanced back at the forest, half-expecting their scents to be caught instantly and for the Fleet cats to be upon them.
âIâll tell you what,â Darkpelt said, âitâd be nice if one of you southern belles would show me how to walk without getting hit in the face by these stalks.â
âAinât nothinâ to do,â Mistface said. âYou just get used to it.â
Darkpelt harrumphed, but kept trotting.
The grass darkened and turned coarse in a minute or two, and the wind grew stronger the farther they went south. Eventually, Mistfaceâs head broke free through the surface of the grass and he could see the troop up ahead of him â just in time, because he almost walked off of a small ledge and fell into water. He jumped before he could, and landed on a patch of ground. Darkpelt, by the looks of it, had almost fallen in herself, and, unusually, her tail was twitching. Perhaps the grass had gotten to her.
âLetâs be quick,â Flyfang said, leaping past another stream. âThe scent here can protect us, but the Marish-â
âUmâŠâ Laurelclaw raised a white paw. âFlyfang? Over there.â
Everyone stopped and looked to the right, where Laurelclaw was pointing his paw now. As if to spite them, there was a patrol of cats heading their way. At the front was a grey-brown-and-white older molly, eyes narrowed and face set in a scowl. Behind her were other bristling patched cats, and two dark-colored apprentices. Mistface glanced at Flyfang and blinked; she was frozen where she stood.
âFlyfang!â cried one of the apprentices, a spitting image of the dark grey warrior. She ran forward, followed by the black one, but the head of the patrol almost flung her away with a back foot.
âYour nerve is impressive,â she said in a voice like she was trying to be stoic and was having a hard time of it. âEspecially bringing strangers.â
The renegades bunched together without a word. Laurelclaw stood beside Flyfang, almost as stiff as she was.
âYouâre okay!â the black apprentice exclaimed, delight in her voice. âThey said you were going to die!â
She might just, soon enough, thought Mistface, but he said nothing. He could gather that these were Flyfangâs sisters, which meant it wasnât his time to talk.
Flyfang swallowed hard and took an unsteady step forward. âHi, girls.â
Again, the apprentices tried to push past the adults, but were forced back. The four other cats spread out a little in a wall to block them, tails lashing.
âRisking our safety for nothing,â the molly growled. âWe searched for you when you ran away, and we gave you up for dead.â
âAnd you might as well be,â a ginger-patched tom said angrily. âHow dare you come back! With outsiders, no less!â
This woke Flyfang up. She bristled and sank her claws into the soft ground. âLet me see them, Minnownose.â
The molly narrowed her eyes and took a step closer, voice steely. âYou lost all rights to visiting when you betrayed us. Get out.â
âIâm planning to,â Flyfang snapped. âBut Iâm not going without talking to my sisters. I might not get the chance again.â
âYou certainly wonât.â Minnownose stood straight and glared down her nose at Flyfang. âWe know youâre coming back for them soon, and weâll be very prepared to make you regret that decision. You donât have any control over them, remember-â
Laurelclaw suddenly strode forward and shouldered Minnownose so hard that she stumbled sideways and fell with a grunt of shock. The ginger-patched tom growled and started to approach his deputy, but Laurelclaw turned his head and glared down at him with a fierceness Mistface had not seen before. The tom flinched away, and the other family members stepped back.
That made things very clear for the Marish â they all fell silent and cowed, the apprenticesâ way open. Laurelclaw looked at Flyfang and jerked his head in the direction of her sisters. As stunned as the rest of the renegades, Flyfang hesitated on her first few steps, giving Laurelclaw a look of awe. By the shine in her sistersâ eyes as they went to meet her, they were equally impressed.
âGnatpaw and Mosquitopaw,â Flyfang murmured, pressing her muzzle to one head, and then the other. âYouâre getting big already. You were supposed to wait, you brats.â
The dark grey one (likely Gnatpaw) rubbed her head on Flyfangâs shoulder. âWe tried to, I swear.â
âYou got us the best mentors,â the black one said, almost pushing Flyfang by rubbing against her. âTheyâre nice to us. Minnownose isnât, though.â
âIf I make it back,â Flyfang said, âIâll rectify that.â
Gnatpaw tilted her head. âWhere are you going? Arenât you here for us?â
âDonât leave again!â Mosquitopaw almost wailed. âYou just came home!â
Flyfang looked back at her friends. Mistfaceâs eyes drifted downwards, unwilling to tell the twins anything.
âI canât explain to you what Iâm doing right now,â she said softly to her sisters. âIt's just too dangerous to bring you with me today. But Iâm going to do everything in my power to come get you. I promise."
The apprentices looked at each other despairingly.
âMinnownose isnât going to stop me.â Flyfang coldly glared at the older molly, who had gotten up and backed away from Laurelclaw. âNothing is, if I can help it. Right now, though⊠Iâm doing something very important.â
âLife-changing, really,â Darkpelt said. âYouâll know if we succeeded.â
Gnatpaw seemed to finally notice the rest of the travelers. She squinted at them suspiciously. âYouâre taking another apprentice, wherever youâre going.â
Littlepaw waved her tail nervously. âIâm⊠Iâm your sisterâs apprentice, actually.â
Mosquitopaw gasped and looked at her sister with (hopefully fake) outrage. âYou better not have replaced us!â
âNo oneâs replacing you.â Flyfang gently touched her nose to Mosquitopawâs head. âIf I make it through this, youâll be out of here in no time. I promise.â
âMake it through what?â Minnownose asked testily.
Flyfang didnât acknowledge her. She just touched her nose to Gnatpawâs head now. âYouâll understand in time. Iâll tell you all about it when I come back for you.â
Mistface caught Redheartâs eye and the two shared a knowing, glum look. They didnât know or like the chances of returning for these two.
The apprentices were still unhappy, but they seemed to understand. Both of them leaned forward to bump their heads against their sister's shoulders. Flyfangâs chin lowered right between their ears and she sighed.
âI love you two,â she murmured. âBe the worst Marish you can be.â
âWe will,â Mosquitopaw said.
âEven worse than you,â Gnatpaw added.
Flyfang lingered for a moment, then slowly stepped back. Her jaw was set as she turned around and trudged back to the rest of her crew, tail low. Laurelclaw nodded to the apprentices and followed her.
âLetâs move,â Redheart said quietly.
Flyfang said nothing, just returned to the front of the group with Greyleaf and led them away from the Marish patrol, who all watched them go. No one in either group spoke a word.
When they were far enough that the Marish were only dots of color, Mistface looked up at Laurelclaw.
âI will be tanned,â he said. âDidnât think you had it in you to be a brute.â
Laurelclaw glanced back, worried. âI didnât mean to push her over that hard. I hope I didnât scare them too badly-â
Flyfang threw her head back and laughed so loud that the cats close to her jumped. âYou totally did! Donât be sorry for it! That was awesome!â
âI cannot believe I didnât get to witness that with my own eyes,â Darkpelt said. âAll I heard was that broad start up with nonsense and then fall over. What Iâd pay to see it myself!â
Laurelclaw laughed bashfully. âI mean, you should get to talk to your sisters, if weâre doing this. Itâs only fair.â
âI owe you big time for that,â Flyfang said, tapping him with her tail. âAnd if we make it, Iâm definitely getting them out of there.â
âWeâll be here to help you,â Redheart said. âI will, at least.â
A ripple of confirmations and support went through the group of eight. Flyfang looked back at them with a broad smile and glimmering eyes.
The five witnesses glanced at each other, unsure. Darkpelt, Redheart and Mistface stood together, with Darkpelt taking the lead. Her tail danced about merrily and her ears were perked. It looked a little like she had spotted particularly fat prey and was preparing to catch it.
âSo,â she said, âthis whole StarClan thing, right? Real puzzle, isnât it?â
Mistface gave her a very dry look (though he wasnât bothering to hide his smile). Redheartâs eyes rolled skyward for just a heartbeat.
âSeems a difficult thing,â Darkpelt went on. âWeâll have to consider our options carefully when we approach this topic.â
âWhat options?â Beetlefoot said. âAll we can do is run.â
âIncorrect!â Darkpeltâs grin broadened. âAs you all may have guessed, Iâve been doing some real hard thinking on this particular topic, and just now broached my newest theory to our deputy andâŠâ She turned towards Mistface. âIâm trying to find a nice way to call you âsmarter than your assumed looks would implyâ.â
âGet to the point, Darkpelt,â Mistface said. âNow ainât the time for jokes.â
âThat is true, at least.â Darkpelt shook her head in self-admonishment and returned her attention to her audience. âAnyway, my theory posits as such: the false StarClan eats souls, as we all know. This would imply it needs a way to sustain itself. Which-â She leaned a little forward. â-implies further that it is, in some form, alive. And if itâs alive, it can be killed.â
Greyleaf stared at her. For perhaps the first time since meeting Redheart in the waking world, his heart leapt with a sudden excitement. His mind immediately was working furiously away at this idea, many thoughts shouting over each other with plans and what information heâd collected over the years.
"You think that's possible?" Flyfang's eyes were wide.
"I'm quite certain it is," Darkpelt said. "Anything can die. What makes this so different?"
âI-â Laurelclaw shuffled his feet, halfway between nervous and eager. âWell, I would like to think so, but how does something like that die?"
âThatâs the puzzle part,â Darkpelt said. âItâs not going to die like a cat. Itâs not built like us. It relies on souls and belief to get anything done.â
Littlepawâs ears perked. âBelief?â
âBelief,â Darkpelt repeated. âThatâs the key. Itâs a mental game. This thingâs power is all in the mind.â
A realization hit Greyleaf in a full-force tackle. He stood up, tail straight out and bushy. âItâs a psychic monster. It relies on your thoughts and beliefs to be effective.â
âTherefore-â Darkpelt almost wiggled in excitement. âTherefore, if thereâs a way to take it on, itâll be all in our heads.â
âTake it on?â Beetlefoot repeated, looking bewildered.
âWe donât need to flee from it.â Darkpeltâs paws kneaded at the ground. âWe need to figure out how to attack it within itself â within our minds, in our sleep, perhaps.â
Greyleaf couldnât help a rush of adrenaline in his blood himself that made him want to jump up and down. âIt can take a dead soul and it can lie to us, but thatâs all it can do. Thereâs a weakness somewhere that we can find just in a dream.â
âYes!â Darkpelt nodded fervently at him. âPrecisely!â
Mistface spoke now. âThing is that we ainât seers, and even seers donât got the power to force StarClan to meet them wherever or whenever they like. So we gotta march up to its den and make it acknowledge us.â He looked at Redheart. âWhich is how weâve made a new plan.â
âThe plan so far â young as it is â is this.â Redheartâs voice was level, but there was an intensity behind it that belied her excitement. âWe want to head north and get to the Lighthouse. That place is the most direct link to StarClan â it will have to respond to us there. Once there, if everyone who comes with us dreams at once, we stand much more of a chance of defeating it through what means are possible.â
Darkpelt flicked a paw in Mistfaceâs general direction. âYour theory so far, my lad?â
Mistface, of the three, was the only one talking like he was conversing the weather. He tilted his head, eyes contemplative. âJust a theory, mind, but Redheart explained to me a little of what this thing is like. Nightmarish.â He looked almost sadly at Greyleaf. âCanât even imagine it in my head without a little panic.â
Greyleaf offered a weak smile in return.
Mistface breathed in slowly and continued. âBut what I gathered is that this thingâs just as much land as it is a monster. It shows seers landscapes same as it does ghosts. That canât all be simple illusions â it ainât that original. My guess is that, if we are to destroy it, we gotta approach it like weâre destroying a forest or a field.â
âHow do we do that?â Flyfang asked. She was halfway to eagerness, but she still sounded hesitant. âWe canât just claw it to death.â
Mistface smiled lazily at her. âWeâll just have to get creative, wonât we?â
âThat âweâ, by the way,â Darkpelt added, ârefers to whoever wants to come with us. Iâm putting my paw in on this plan, and so are Redheart and Mistface. You all are free to leave, and maybe you should. I wonât lie and say weâre guaranteed to stay sane and in good health on this quest, but-â
âIâm in,â Greyleaf said.
Mistface beamed.
âDonât know why I even pretended to ask you.â Darkpeltâs laugh was like her elation had filled her and had nowhere to go but forcibly out. âThatâs four. Warriors, your thoughts?â
âThink carefully,â Redheart said. âYouâll be traveling with me and Greyleaf, and weâre both wanted. Even besides StarClan and whatever risks we face with it, you could be arrested for assisting us and trying to escape the Territory.â
âDoesnât matter to me,â Flyfang said. âIâm coming with. As if thereâs another option.â
Laurelclaw nodded at Flyfang. âSame for me. You- you might need a little muscle anyway, if someone tries to stop us.â
âLook at you actually offering to fight,â Beetlefoot said wryly. âWeâll probably need it.â
âThen youâre with us?â Mistface asked him.
Beetlefoot nodded as well - curtly, but with a spark in his eyes. âAny way I can help, I will. This is too important to decline.â
Littlepaw jumped to her feet. âIâm coming too!â
Every adult looked her way. Greyleaf could see on their faces that theyâd all completely forgotten the apprentice. He had too, to be fair, but it was still a little funny.
Redheart frowned a little, tone careful. âLittlepaw, I can honor your enthusiasm, but I donât think we can keep you with us from this point on. Itâs been dangerous enough for you just in these past couple of days. The leaders will be looking for us-â
Littlepaw shook her head violently. âLet them. Iâm not quitting here.â
âLittlepaw-â started Flyfang.
âYouâre going!â Littlepaw looked at her, outraged. âAnd the only reason youâre not my mentor is because we didnât do the ceremony! You canât just leave me behind!â
Laurelclaw tried next. âItâs dangerous for all of us, nevermind you, you know? We donât know what StarClan can do to us. I mean, Iâm sure itâll tell everyone to chase us down if it catches wind of what weâre doing. We just donât want you to get in trouble with us.â He cowed a little when Littlepaw glared at him. âLegal or physical, I mean.â
âHeâs not wrong,â Darkpelt said. âHeading straight into the waspâs nest may have some dire consequences for us, if we get there before the Clan gets us. We have absolutely no idea of how much it can hurt us until and when we get to the Lighthouse.â
Littlepaw stood as tall as her tiny stature would allow, tail lashing and eyes fiery and determined. âYou donât get it. I have just as much stake in this as you do. Not because of my family and my own life.â She paused, swallowed, and continued, a little shakier and angrier at the same time. âI helped propagate the lie of StarClan. I helped this thing deceive everyone. It deceived me! I bought into its crap and I told everyone what it told me, and they bought into its crap too. You canât just send me home and expect me to forget everything Iâve learned, and everything Iâve helped it do.â
âNo one blames you for being fooled,â Redheart said soothingly. âThat isnât your fault.â
âBut itâs going to be my fault if I donât do something about it,â Littlepaw countered. She gave everyone a defiant, fiery stare that was so uncharacteristic on her pretty face that Greyleaf almost wanted to draw back a little in alarm. âSo you can take me with you or I can follow you the whole way to the Lighthouse, no matter how hard you try to drive me off. Either way, Iâm part of this, and I donât care what I need to do to help stop StarClan, with or without your approval.â
There was a silence. The adults now looked at each other, silently debating back and forth. Greyleaf regarded Littlepaw with sympathy. He understood her fear of that helpless frustration at being put aside and forced to do nothing with this horrible knowledge in her head.
âLet her come with us,â he said. âItâs only fair.â
âGetting an apprentice in trouble with the leaders, thoughâŠâ Laurelclaw said anxiously.
âItâs her choice.â Greyleaf nodded to Littlepaw. âAnd I canât make her live with what she knows and be unable to do anything about it.â
Mistface hummed. âShe is right. We ainât her mentor. Or her mother, for that matter. Let her do what she wants.â
Redheart had her head down, eyes narrowed in thought. She looked up again after a moment and said to Littlepaw, âMy caveat is this: we can make Flyfang your mentor right now, and she will have the final say in what you do. If she says no, then you go home.â
Flyfang and Littlepaw blinked in surprise, looked at each other, and then smiled at the same time.
âSounds fair to me,â Flyfang said. âLittlepaw?â
âLetâs do it,â Littlepaw said. âAnd donât disappoint me.â
Flyfang poorly restrained a chuckle and looked at everyone else for confirmation. Without a word, the rest of the cats stood and moved to allow Flyfang, Littlepaw and Redheart some space. Greyleaf was grateful for how oddly light-feeling the moment was.
Redheart took a step forward, completely clear of Mistface and Darkpelt, and raised her voice a little, enough for it to be heard clearly in the thick woods.
âThe apprentice before us has reached a turning point in her life,â she began. âShe has chosen to leave behind the path of seerhood and turn to warriorhood. We honor her decision with this ceremony. Littlepaw, as an approved deputy of the Clan, I thank you for your service as a seer-in-training and change your status to warrior-in-training.â She looked warmly at Flyfang. âFlyfang, you have already taken charge of Littlepawâs education and protection these past months. You will be her official mentor from here to her graduation and naming ceremony. I ask you to pass on your skills as a fighter and hunter to her.â
Flyfang and Littlepaw faced each other and touched noses. Greyleaf could see excitement and nervousness fluffing Littlepawâs fur. He waited, not sure whether to hope for Flyfangâs approval or Littlepawâs dismissal. From the tension in the air, everyone else was thinking the same thing.
âAnd with thatâŠâ Redheartâs eyes turned serious again. âFlyfang, itâs your call. Will she come with us?â
Flyfang looked down at Littlepaw, a flurry of emotions passing through her face. Littlepawâs tail trembled a little.
After what felt like an eternity, Flyfang said to Redheart, âShe will.â
Littlepaw bounced twice before catching herself and standing stiff and serious. Greyleaf couldnât help a sigh of relief, odd thing though it was to be relieved about. The other adults relaxed and exchanged looks again, some worried, some optimistic.
âThen thatâs that.â Redheart smiled at Littlepaw. âYour mentor has the final word.â
âNot that it would have made a difference,â Beetlefoot muttered. âShe was going to follow us.â
âBut now I donât have to,â Littlepaw said, grinning. âSo when do we head north?â
âPreferably as soon as possible,â Darkpelt said. âWeâre losing cats daily. We ought to put a stop to this swiftly as we can.â
âWe leave as soon as weâve eaten,â Redheart said.
Everyone brightened at this. Greyleaf could feel the same thrill he had in his heart from the others. Having this plan â even the slimmest spider-silk of hope â it felt like having a reason to live. As the group of renegades started chatting to each other about possible trails and ideas, Greyleaf and Mistface simultaneously got up and met each other halfway.
âWeâre savinâ Mama,â Mistface said, quiet enough for only Greyleaf to hear him. âShe ainât goinâ to that thing.â
Greyleaf nodded firmly. âItâll have to get us first.â
Mistfaceâs features were calm, but Greyleaf could see, deep in his green eyes, a steadily burning determination. Greyleaf smiled grimly, feeling that determination roaring away in his own heart.
Hang on a little longer, Mama, he thought, hoping it could reach her somehow.
The single word rippled through the heads of every one of the renegades, but Mistface was the first to react to it by blinking back into the real world and looking up to see the familiar shadowy creature standing quietly in front of him.
âBeen a bit,â Mistface mumbled, voice deep and thick with sleep. He lifted his head, surprised that the sunlight wasnât hurting his eyes. He realized a moment later that this was because the sun was not up â the sky had just started to turn pale in the north, stars still free to roam across the black night.
âLittle early to be wakinâ us, donât you think?â he remarked, as Greyleafâs head, fur mussed, rose as well.
The Runagate kept their barely-there eyes on Mistface. I believe it to be vital that you continue your quest as soon as possible, for I have news.
All around them came the grumbles and hissing breaths of those shaken out of their sleep right as they were in the deepest part of it. Mistface waited for everyone to catch sight of the Runagate before he sat up and shook his pelt to wake himself up a little more. It barely worked.
âWhatâs wrong?â Redheart was the most alert by now, barring her eyes. That exhausted look never left them. âHas the patrol caught up to us?â
The Runagate glanced around, as if to assure themselves that everyone was up, before turning to the deputy. Not yet. They have no idea where you went. Whatever you did, theyâve been thrown off your trail.
Several sighs of relief.
It matters little. The Runagate slowly rotated to look at everyone. The Clan knows of you all. Any cat that sights you is to report to a patroller or to the leaders.
Now every breath was cut off before they could become gasps. Everyone exchanged worried looks, save Darkpelt, who simply grimaced.
âIs there any way we can go around any other warriors and avoid being caught?â Littlepaw asked nervously. âThere has to be something.â
âIf we can make it to the Machair, the path to the Lighthouse should be clear,â Laurelclaw said quickly. âItâs just- itâs just a question of making it.â
âWell, the Territory ends close to here, right?â Flyfang leaned her head forward a little to glance at everyone from where she sat. âThereâs just the leadersâ dens, and then the walk to the coast. Right?â
âThatâs the thing,â Redheart sighed. âWe need to pass through those dens. And I have no idea what will be there, or where to go.â
Greyleaf cleared his throat. âI know the tunnels up there. Iâve got a general idea of the schedule and who will be aroundâŠbutâŠâ
âThat may be altered with the search for us,â Mistface finished.
âYeah.â Greyleaf nodded unhappily. âThatâs the thing.â
The Runagate inclined their head in Greyleafâs direction. You will have to go through the tunnels, Iâm afraid. Everywhere else is guarded, or else there will be those that can stop you.
âAnd no one will try to stop us in the dens?â Darkpelt asked dryly.
The Runagate didnât answer right away. Their faint eyes squinted a little, their nose raised in the air, like they were smelling something.
Finally, slowly, they said, There may be hope there. Help, even, perhaps.
âWhat do you mean?â Redheart peered at them, scrutinizing.
There was a disturbance there in these few past days. The Runagateâs words felt faintly enthused. I was not there to see it, but there is a loose root within the leaders and high deputies.
Littlepawâs eyes widened. âDoes someone know about StarClan there?â
I can only guess, the Runagate replied, but that astray feeling in me has not been wrong before.
Everyone looked at each other again, somehow pleasantly surprised and concerned at once.
Flee through the tunnels. The Runagate took a step back. I will be ahead of you. Any troubles you may face, you will know from me first.
âWe appreciate it,â Redheart said quietly. She raised her chin and looked around the broken ring of cats. âFew cats will be up right now. We should go while we have some cover. Beetlefoot, can you lead us out of the woods?â
Beetlefoot immediately stood up, front paws together. âWe donât have far to go. The leadersâ dens are visible from the border.â
âExcellent.â Redheart got to her feet too. âLetâs head out.â
The Runagate dipped their head and was gone before anyone had time to blink.
âFinal push,â Flyfang said to Littlepaw as Beetlefoot trotted off, leading everyone out of the clearing. âThen weâll be out of the Territory. You still want to come?â
âI do,â Littlepaw said firmly. âIâm not leaving now or ever.â
Flyfang didnât respond, but Mistface saw that nostalgic, distant fondness in her eyes. He privately wondered if this crew was going to get to collect Flyfangâs sisters after all.
Beetlefoot was right; the forest ended rather quickly, and they soon found themselves having to run across a wide cut of open and flat land, eight figures trying not to leave a trail in the dewy grass that had softened significantly from their last encounters with the stuff. No one seemed to be around, but not even Mistface was willing to slow down and check more thoroughly.
The leadersâ dens were all underground, everyone knew that. What wasnât as well known was the fact that a sea of brush and bramble stood guard over the area, twisting into small mazes or just serving as a hostile hedge that could not be crossed. The cats really didnât have a choice but to go underground if they wanted to escape notice â it was impossible to get past the brambles and go straight forward.
It was entirely silent, save for a small breeze shifting a leave or two in the plants. That did not make Mistface feel any more confident.
âThis way,â Greyleaf whispered, and led the crew past a few holes into the earth, turning around a right corner formed by thorns and sharp leaves. Everyone followed single-file, with Redheart and Mistface closest behind him. Several more turns were made before Greyleaf paused in front of what looked to be a den entrance. Oddly, the brambles seemed to be pulled back by vines themselves instead of the throughway being hollowed out from the hedge. Mistface didnât have a moment to inspect before his brother started off again, moving through the entrance.
They stepped into a wide space, walled like the stone houses in the Clast settlement, but instead made of the foliage they had been passing through. That was the uninteresting part. What got Mistfaceâs attention was that, in this huge space, many plants with flowers or colored stems or even just brush with cobwebs all over them were growing in perfectly straight rows. Each plant was immaculately fresh, and the ground around some of them was dark with moisture. Mistface looked up and saw some of the entrance-bordering vines spread out along a leafy wall, and even their flowers and berries were perfect.
âThis is the garden,â Greyleaf whispered before anyone could ask. âThey plant herbs here specifically for the leadersâ use. That way, I donât have to go far to get medicine.â
Mistface had heard bits and pieces about the garden before from his brother, but seeing it in practice lit his mind up. âItâs a marvel that no one elseâs thought of this before.â
âWell, the Loopers supposedly cultivate some mint varieties.â Greyleaf made a face. âI doubt itâs for medicinal purposes, though.â
Mistfaceâs eyes rolled immediately.
âWho are Loopers?â Littlepaw whispered.
âNo one special,â Darkpelt muttered, and even she sounded annoyed. âJust some losers that-â
Something rustled over the wall. Everyone froze.
Darkpelt sniffed the air, ears perked. After a long, long moment, she whispered, âWeâre alone.â
âGood. Now, whereâsâŠâ Greyleaf trotted up to a batch of bright orange poppies and ducked his head down, pawing at a small hole just behind the row of flowers. âMistface, get a big leaf. I want to take some of these seeds with us.â
âWhat for?â Laurelclaw asked as Mistface obeyed his brother, looking for the broadest leaf he could find.
âPoppy seeds help induce sleep.â Greyleaf pawed out some very tiny dark seeds. âI figure we can all fall asleep at the same time if we take some at the Lighthouse.â
âThen weâre all in it together,â Darkpelt said. âNot a bad idea.â
Mistface found a broad leaf and pulled it off of the plant it was on (he had no idea what it was called, but it was quite fresh-smelling). He brought it to his brother, who took it with a âthank youâ. The rather sizeable pile of poppy seeds were then pawed onto the leaf, which Greyleaf rolled up carefully and folded over.
âWeâll have to be careful not to drop this,â he said. âThis is a pretty valuable supply I just took.â
âI can carry it,â Beetlefoot offered.
Greyleaf blinked in surprise. âWellâŠsure, if you can remember not to talk with this in your mouth.â
âWonât be hard,â Beetlefoot muttered, and met Greyleaf halfway. He took the bundle, about the size of a birdâs egg, and nodded firmly. With that, Greyleaf turned and started through another entrance on the far side of the wall left to where they had come from. They all went after him, Beetlefoot taking up the rear.
Abruptly, their path sloped downward, and they found themselves underground, winding through turns and broad hollows that Greyleaf clearly knew by heart, with how easily he turned left or right without slowing down. It wasnât as dark as it could have been, oddly enough â there were small holes in the ceiling everywhere to let in light. Mistface glanced up at every hole they passed under, curious.
âWhat do they do about these holes when it rains?â he asked Greyleaf.
âUsually they get covered up with leaves,â Greyleaf said quietly. âThereâs a fig tree above ground right above here, and its-â
He stopped in his tracks. Redheart nearly bumped into him before freezing as well. Mistface had to peer over her shoulder to see what she was looking at. When he did, his chest went cold.
Sitting in a broad, hollowed-out chamber just ahead of them was the small ginger leader of the Clast, Fernstar.
Everyone went completely still. They were still in a tunnel. Mistfaceâs eyes darted around, searching for a way to escape before they were noticed.
âI see you,â Fernstar murmured, and yet her voice seemed to ring in the chamber. âCome in.â
Hesitantly, all glancing at each other, the renegades filed in, sticking in a close cluster, even in the open space. Greyleaf was bristling hard, his tail shaking.
When a long moment of silence had passed, Redheart swallowed and took a step forward. âFernstar, I know what you must have heard, but⊠please, you need to let us pass unnoticed. Weâre on a mission.â
Fernstar wasnât looking directly at her; her gaze roamed over the collected cats with half-closed eyes, as if lost in thought.
Redheart tried again. âI canât explain to you what weâre doing â it wonât make any sense to you â but trust me, itâs more vital than you could possibly imagine.â
âAnd trust me,â Greyleaf said, voice low and intense, âweâll do whatever it takes to accomplish it.â
Mistface stared at his brother. He wasnât planning on threatening a leader to get by, was he?
Fernstarâs eyes finally focused as they settled on Greyleaf. âI heard about your troubles.â
Greyleaf squinted at her.
âYou saw something,â she continued. She briefly glanced down at the floor, her voice even more quiet. âAnd perhaps Iâve seen it too.â
Greyleafâs eyes widened immediately. He and Redheart looked at each other in disbelief.
âWhatâd you see?â Mistface ventured to ask.
Fernstar took in a long, deep breath, then let it out. She looked deeply troubled. âSomething that has me considering what I know and what I think I know.â
Everyone was silent, waiting. Not even a breath was drawn.
Fernstar tilted her head a little, regarding Redheart with something like fondness, if fondness could be so melancholy.
âGo,â she said, and stood up. âNo one else is awake. Whatever youâre doing, nowâs your chance to make it happen.â
Redheart shakily sighed with relief, and moved forward until she was almost nose-to-nose with Fernstar. She bowed her head, murmuring, âThank you. If we succeed, youâll understand.â
Fernstar touched her nose between Redheartâs ears. âI expect a thorough explanation when youâre done.â
âYouâll get that and more,â Greyleaf said. âI can promise you that.â
Fernstar seemed to analyze him for a moment, before moving to the wall and sitting down, facing the renegades. âYouâd do best to hurry.â
Redheart looked to Greyleaf, then to the others. They all nodded. Greyleafâs claws flexed for just an instant before he started off again. He crossed the chamber and went into another tunnel. As everyone went along, passing Fernstar, they all dipped their heads respectfully. Even Darkpelt seemed to know now was not the time to be cheeky. She just let Laurelclaw lead her along with his tail, her own tail tapping the ground as they went.
It was silent, the walk through the rest of the tunnels, and quite tense. Mistface thought it feltâŠappropriate. Dramatically appropriate, in a way, like heroes sneaking around a sleeping monster.
Which, really, was sort of what they were doing.
Hopefully. The heroes didnât tend to die in stories like that.
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The silence continued into the dawn. No one got much sleep after Littlepawâs vision. They were all afraid that they would be next.
Laurelclaw tried his best to stay positive, he really did. He pulled up as many hopeful, happy thoughts as he could while standing guard outside of Littlepawâs den, ready to jump in and shake her out of another nightmare at the drop of a feather. Flyfang had tried to tell him to rest, but there was a silent understanding between the two that neither of them was going to sleep again when Littlepaw was at risk of falling back into whatever horrible space she had been in. Flyfang had conceded and gone into the den to be closer to her half-apprentice. When Laurelclaw glanced in occasionally, she was curled around Littlepawâs tightly balled-up body, watching her with exhausted fear. He couldnât blame her.
It wasnât just that which made him fail to keep a happy image in his head. All of his happy images were of his family, the Plage â his mother, father, goofy deputy and snarky former mentor, among all the others, walking together, sharing jokes, watching the waves of the ocean rear and collapse, stretching their foam as far as it could go up the beach. The sense of companionship and confidence. Security in their strength as they stood together.
All of it suddenly felt so pointless, in the grand scheme of things. So temporary.
Laurelclaw fought against the dread that came with every reminder that his family was not going to a happy afterlife. He failed to keep it down. It soaked into his chest and stomach, sticking against the walls of his insides, making him sick. He shivered with nausea many times throughout the night.
The sun barely made it through the thick canopy above the makeshift camp. Laurelclaw hardly noticed it was daylight until Flyfang emerged from the den and shook out her fur. She wordlessly went off into the woods, tail dragging on the ground after her.
Everyone was awake and outside, sitting uncomfortably in silence, before Flyfang returned, carrying prey. Beetlefoot went with her to retrieve everything else she had caught, but there were still no words exchanged. They all formed a ring again and picked listlessly at their meals, nibbling without tasting.
Laurelclaw was absorbed in his own thoughts, but the tension eventually became too much to ignore. He followed his urge to say something.
âYou knowâŠâ he started, and winced when everyone looked at him like he had shouted. âImagining everyoneâs reaction to all of this, itâs⊠it can be a little funny, I think.â
Silence. Every face was baffled. Laurelclaw internally berated himself and tried again. Â
âItâs just me thinking about my mom, really,â he said while fighting off shakiness in his voice. âSheâd- she would want to go to sleep and find StarClan and fight it to the death herself. Sheâd leap at the opportunity. But my dad, heâd run. Heâd take the entire family with him â the whole Clan, probably â and flee as far as he could go. He was always a little timid like that.â
The silence calmed a little. Laurelclaw could see the others considering their own families.
âI thinkâŠâ Flyfangâs eyes lifted up towards the treetops, contemplating. âI think the Marish would panic. My sisters, maybe they wouldnât get it. Theyâd think itâs some monster from a story, something easy to beat on your way to becoming a hero. Itâd be exciting for them.â Her voice lowered a little, tightened. âIâd prefer for them to think of it that way.â
Surprisingly, Beetlefoot spoke next. âI know the Fleet would all follow Redheartâs idea to get the entire Clan out of the Territory, if they could. Though everyone where I was born is⊠rather traditional. They prefer the aspects. But they still cling to them going to StarClan for their âgood behaviorâ and ârighteous worshipâ. If they knew that all their praying and piousness meant nothing, they might just fling themselves into the river. Leap into the mouth of the beast. Get it over with as soon as possible.â
Laurelclaw looked at Beetlefoot, a little startled. It was the most he had ever said about himself. That tiny, weak cynicism in him remarked wryly about how of course it was unhappy and dour, coming from Beetlefoot. He told that part to hush and be nice.
âMy mom wouldnât believe it,â Littlepaw said, a bit muted and flat. She wasnât looking at anyone. âSheâd find every excuse under the sun to reason it away as a mistake or a lie.â
âHard thing to convince anyone about,â Mistface said.
Laurelclaw couldnât help some desperation in his voice. âIsnât there anything we can do? We could warn everyone, right? Spread the word?â
Redheart sighed, more in a world-weary way than in annoyance with him (thankfully). âIâve wanted to run around the Territory and tell everyone the truth so many times, Laurelclaw. But the Runagateâs been doing that for generations now, and theyâve barely gotten anywhere. Weâre not the first ones to know about StarClan. We probably wonât be the last.â
âI donât know how much we could do, anyway,â Greyleaf said. His claws were deeply sunk into the soft ground. âWho would believe a deputy on the run, and who would believe a healer, of all cats?â
âBut Littlepaw-â started Laurelclaw, but Redheart shook her head.
âSheâs not a seer anymore,â she said. âAnd so many of our actual seers are fooled, StarClan can easily lie to them and call us insane. Littlepaw got lucky with the Runagate visiting her and StarClan trying to talk to her again, it seems.â
ââLuckyâ is a real subjective word,â Mistface remarked. âAinât sure how lucky it is to see what yâall see.â
âAbout as lucky as bearing witness to a murder when no one else was around, I suppose,â Beetlefoot said darkly.
âYou arenât wrong.â Greyleaf looked down at his paws and carefully retracted his claws, grimacing. âItâs a stroke of incredible fortune that any of you believed us to begin with. I meanâŠâ He looked to his brother. âYou didnât at first, right? Even you?â
Mistface gave him a non-smile. âThought you mightâve been crazy for a minute, yes.â
âAnd heâs my brother.â Greyleaf turned back to everyone else. âThe thing is that, yeah, you all believed us, but youâre a smaller group with at least relatively open minds, and it still took a second to win you over. Telling a much larger crowd, or a couple of strangers youâve never spoken to before, thatâs going to be a lot harder to convince.â
âThatâs the trouble with all of us,â Darkpelt said suddenly. âIâve noticed it in my line of work. Cats like to follow along with the crowd because it makes us feel more secure, like somehow more cats means more logical thinking and correct choices. And we cling to any line of security we can get. If you were told a horrible truth, and someone in your group said âthatâs nonsense!â, youâd be inclined to believe them. Itâs safer for your sanity.â
âThen how did we all believe it?â Flyfang, despite her words, did not sound argumentative. She looked more puzzled than anything.
Darkpelt shifted to tuck her front paws underneath her chest and she shut her eyes. Her tone became contemplative. âFor me, at least, it just makes sense. Iâve always believed that nothing is impossible, given how real StarClan seemed all my life. And the connections between Redheart and Greyleaf, especially the nightmares, made me far too curious to just pass them off as insane and leave it at that.â She opened her eyes and turned her head in Flyfangâs direction. âLike I said the other day, they have a completely bonkers story that no one would expect to be believed, except a nutter. But a nutter wouldnât also have the story make sense if one stops to think about the logistics of it.â
âAnd you believed based on that?â Mistface asked, eyes half-closed as he regarded her doubtfully.Â
âBetter reason than just a blood connection,â Darkpelt said, with a jaunty nod at him. âYouâd believe Greyleaf if he told you he was Derecho in physical form.â
Mistface, surprisingly, did not react with his usual flat irritation. Rather, he looked amused. âItâd make more sense for him to be Gelid, with everything about Gelidâs inevitability, relating to what we know now.â
âYouâd make a better Gelid than me,â Greyleaf said.
âOr Brume,â Beetlefoot muttered. âSlow and fluffy as you are.â
Mistface gave a breathy laugh, and with that the air of the ring loosened and relaxed. Appetites returned, everyone now eating properly and with a little more enjoyment of their food. It was quiet again for a while, until Beetlefoot spoke up, almost quiet enough that Laurelclaw didn't hear him.
âYou know, Brume and Gelid used to be the same aspect,â he murmured.
Littlepaw perked up immediately. âI thought I heard something like that when I was a kit. Who were they?â
Speaking a little louder and, rather nicely, almost friendlier, Beetlefoot looked at Littlepaw. âThey were called Rime. He was the aspect of ice and fog, once. He split into two a long time ago. The Brae still pray to him, though, as if he hasnât been halved.â
âThat doesnât make much sense,â Flyfang said. âHow could he still exist and be two different aspects at the same time?â
âNothing the Brae do makes sense.â Beetlefoot shook his head. âTheyâre reclusive idiots.â
âSounds like the Marish,â Flyfang said, almost nostalgically. âI had to peal out of there when they had their backs turned. They donât want anyone leaving or coming in.â
Mistface swallowed a mouse tail. âYâall got more problems in your families than theyâre worth, if you ask me.â
âYour brother is on the run because heâs immune to a monster's visions,â Flyfang said, giving him a sarcastic head tilt. âDonât you talk on family.â
âHeâs kind of right, though,â Laurelclaw offered. âI love the Plage, but they can be a lot to handle. They all keep pushing me to be a patroller in the Fleet.â
Littlepaw lifted a paw to hide a smile. âTheyâve met you, right?â
âI say the same thing.â Laurelclaw sighed a bit dramatically, for humorâs sake. âIâm just good at taking hits, thatâs all.â
âYou would not be a good patroller,â said Beetlefoot. âTheyâre all eager for a fight.â He paused, considering. âThough you cut an intimidating enough figure. You do have a chip in your ear.â
Laurelclaw lowered his head, a little embarrassed. âThat was just an accident in my assessment.â
Littlepaw could not hide her smile now. âHave you been in a single real fight at all?â
ââŠNo.â Laurelclawâs ears (including the chipped one) started to burn, but Littlepawâs laugh - quiet and small, but genuine - cooled them down again. Flyfang shook her head in mock disappointment. Even Redheart smiled.
There was a lull in the conversation again, but it was nice now â Laurelclaw could see everyoneâs relief at the lightening of the mood as they exchanged friendly glances or started grooming their fur. Mistface and Greyleaf were talking in low voices to each other, and Greyleaf seemed calm for once.
âAH!â
A collective jump and the crew all looked at Darkpelt. She had shot up into a sitting position, her eyes huge even compared to her normal wide-eyed blind stare. Her tail stood straight up, fur sticking out like a foxâs.
âSomething wrong?â Flyfang ventured when nothing was said.
âStarClanâs visions.â Darkpeltâs head twisted this way and that, like she was seeing something they couldnât. âGreyleaf has been immune to them his whole life, and Littlepaw can see through the veil. âThrough the veilâ.â Her head turned in Redheartâs direction. âThatâs what the Runagate told you. That was the specific wording.â
Redheart haltingly answered, confused. âIt was, yes.â
âLittlepaw, Greyleaf, neither of you believe anymore, if you ever did.â Darkpelt looked between them. âAs soon as you knew the truth, StarClan couldnât work its magic on you.â
Littlepawâs face fell. She seemed to be recalling the memory of her nightmare. âYes. The field I always see was dead, and then it fell apart.â
âIs there a point to this?â Beetlefoot's head was craned a bit forward and his eyes were narrowed like Darkpeltâs were whenever she was concentrating.
âI donât know yet.â Darkpelt lowered herself down again. âBut itâs important. I can feel that. We have the veil and the knowledge of immunity. Thatâs all based on belief.â She squinted hard. âBelief. Thatâs going to be a factor. Keep that in your heads, everyone. Weâre going to need to think.â
Laurelclaw didnât know what to say. Thinking was not his strong suite to begin with, but this incredibly vague command to 'keep belief in his head' was already beyond him.
âUmâŠâ He tilted his head, forgetting for a moment that Darkpelt couldnât see him. âWhat does that factor into?â
âHavenât the faintest,â Darkpelt said. âWeâll just have to wrack our noggins and see. Think hard, everyone. Think harder than youâve ever thought in your lives. Our home and Clan depend on it.â
Redheart regarded Darkpelt with some puzzlement, but eventually she gave a small sigh. âWe can do that. I hope this is going somewhere.â
âIt is.â For the first time since theyâd left the Clast, Darkpelt smiled broadly. âI promise.â
The broken ring of an audience was silent for a long time after Greyleafâs story ended. They looked at each other, at the sky, at nothing at all, trying to absorb what they had been told and to deduce whether any of it was true or not.
All of the anger seemed to have left Greyleaf, his fur lying flat, if a little clumped and stiff from the rain. He breathed normally, his eyes tired and dark. He stood straighter, like the massive weight of his knowledge had been physically lifted off his back. Redheart mirrored his posture, though her head was a little lowered and her expression was one of relief. The two of them said nothing, merely watched the cats around them.
Flyfang was the first to speak, her voice cracked and weak. âThen my momâs soulâŠâ
âIf sheâs dead, sheâs in that thing,â Redheart said quietly. âIâm sorry.â
Flyfang shivered hard. âAnd my dadâŠâ She froze up with a gasp. âWhen my sisters die-â
âWhen we all die.â Laurelclaw looked back and forth with increasing distress, his short tail puffed up like a coyoteâs. âOur families, friends â everyone-â He turned pleadingly to Redheart and Greyleaf. âIsnât there anything we can do?â
âOutside of leaving?â Greyleafâs calmness was tainted with a bitter twitch of his lip. âProbably not.â
âThey could be lying,â Beetlefoot said, hardly sounding like he was certain. âThey could be mistaken.â
âI doubt it,â Darkpelt said, still cool and collected, even if her pupils were constricted and her tail was shaking. âThis entire thing makes sense to me. Even if they made it up, itâs way too out there to be a reasonably invented lie. Who would claim something this crazy and expect anyone to believe them?â
Beetlefootâs mouth moved a few times, but he gave up, staring at the ground with a dumbfounded sense of fear.
Greyleaf now looked at Mistface, deeply unhappy. âCan you see now why we have to leave with Mama as soon as possible?â
Mistface tried to breathe, but it came out shaky and stuttering. âWeâreâŠwe are on a time limit, ainât we?â
Greyleaf dipped his chin a little in a half-nod before returning his focus to the rest of the group. âSo whatever you want to do with that, you can. Thatâs the truth, and weâre trying to save everyone before they can die here.â
âItâs quite a task, as you can see,â Redheart said. âIâm amazed that any of you believe us.â
Silence again for a long moment, before Littlepawâs timid voice broke it. âThenâŠwhat do we do now?â
Everyone looked at each other again, seeking someone to tell them too.
Darkpelt sighed and shook out her fur. âWell, for now, we should probably just rest. Itâs night and weâll need to think things over.â She pulled one side of her mouth back, considering. âI suppose weâll have someone coming for us soon enough. I donât know about you, but Iâd prefer to have time to decide on my next course of action before they catch up to us.â
âIâll take watch, if yâall intend to sleep,â Mistface said, a little quicker than he would have liked. He needed privacy to reflect, and he'd take it any way he could without outright abandoning the group.
A pause where everyone turned to the Clast deputy, silently seeking an answer, or an order - something to give them direction.
Redheart slowly spoke. âI think sleep would be best. None of us can go anywhere when itâs this dark and wet at the same time.â
âI can try, but I doubt Iâll be able to sleep,â said Laurelclaw. He shook his head and regarded Greyleaf and Redheart almost in awe. âI have no idea how youâve slept at all for all these years.â
âI never knew anything else,â Greyleaf muttered, and moved to the side, prodding the ground for a dry spot.
âAll I had was my goal.â Redheart backed a little and sniffed the ground. âThatâs whatâs kept me going.â
It took a long time before everyone was settled â finding a spot that wasnât entirely muddy or soaking grass was difficult, and their breathing gave away their stress. Mistface didnât speak to any of them. He just sat facing the direction they had come from, ears perked, mind racing.
It could all be a lie, he wanted to remind himself. It didnât have to be true. His brother could have just been driven mad by his nightmares and Redheart took advantage of that. Or maybe Redheart was a loony, and Greyleaf was just desperate for an explanation. And even as he thought that, he knew how stupid of a suggestion it was. Darkpelt was right â this was too strange of a story to be thought acceptable to sell to others under the knowledge that it was made up. Liars could think up sensible details from dusk âtil dawn, and the insane could believe total nonsense. Doing both was not easy.
These thoughts turned over and over in Mistfaceâs head as he half-listened to the rest of the catsâ breathing slow and deepen. It took a very long time for everyone to fall asleep, and Mistface kept his ear swiveling, listening for anyone having a nightmare. He didnât know exactly how the truth would affect them, but he wasnât willing to disregard the idea that someone was going to see something bad.
Grass shifted.
Mistfaceâs head jerked around. He got halfway off his haunches. No one could have found them this early, could they?
It was black and silver out here in the night, but he thought he saw something to the side of a tree on the edge of the grove. Some shape that could have been a fox, or could have beenâŠ
âNot a chance,â he said under his breath. He stood up and craned his neck forward, squinting.
A figure, tall and dark and thin. It stood silently, regarding him as he regarded it.
He immediately knew who it was.
Mistface did one quick dart of the eyes to make sure no one was coming towards them from the north, and then stood and slowly made his way to the shadow.
It didnât move. In fact, the way it watched him, he was sure that it had timed its visit just so that someone would see it. Its snakelike tail, fading away towards the tip, waved a little, side-to-side.
âYouâre right bold, ainât you?â Mistface said, keeping his voice low. He stopped when he was several body-lengths away. âWhat if we hadnât heard their story before we saw you?â
The Runagate blinked slowly, almost dryly. I was there to hear it. Have to keep close to them these days. My voice isnât as strong as it was.
Mistface knew that, faced with a ghost â or demon, or devil, or spirit, whatever it was â he should be at least a little nervous, if not outright scared. He knew the tales. He knew that it could have been manipulating two innocent and stressed-out cats.
Somehow, though, it felt like talking with a neighbor. Or perhaps like sharing a view with someone else of something too strange to explain.
Mistface tilted his head. âFunny, ainât it. Whole perspective of the world gets changed in one night. Now youâre hardly anythinâ to talk to.â
Iâve been âhardly anythingâ for a very long time, the Runagate said. Its head lowered a little. Just slowly fading while I try to spread the word. Itâs all Iâve got now, like them. A pause, and then, almost too quiet to hear the thought, I donât even remember who I was before all of this. Before I died.
âIâm sorry to hear that,â Mistface said - genuinely, to his surprise. âYouâre nothinâ like I imagined.â
The smallest âhmâ, that could perhaps be considered a noise of hollow amusement. They always make me out to be some pale monster with a snakeâs tongue. Got real tired of watching those performances the first couple generations.
âI can only imagine.â Mistface looked back, checking to see if anyone was awake. Nothing. He turned again to the Runagate. âYouâre somethinâ special, certainly. How did you get away from it? Redheartâs mother didnât.â
She should have fled herself, the Runagate said, and its voice was just a little more intense in Mistfaceâs head, with some emotion he couldnât name. I took one look before I ran for everything I held dear. Didnât pause to ask questions. Just ran. And Iâve been running since then.
Mistface was surprised at the pity in his heart â not just because he had it at all, but because out of all of the characters in the Clanâs legends he had been told about, he didnât expect to feel it for a supposed demon who was living through sheer determination, even when the whole Territory was against them.
A question came to his mind. âThere been anyone else youâve told? Anyone else whoâs known?â
A heavy sighâŠor perhaps the wind. Only a few, and only one at a time. Greyleaf and Redheart existing together is a miracle. The others, they did nothing. They could find nothing to do. Most of them just ran away. Sometimes took friends or family out of the Territory. I donât know where they are now.
Mistfaceâs eyelids lowered a little as he considered this. There came another question, burning with his curiosity much more. âGreyleaf ainât ever been affected by this. You got any idea why?â
The Runagate made another lifeless, breathy noise like a chuckle. I wish I knew. Heâs a first. Not many cats like him that nothing can get to. It took everything I had just to talk to him in his dreams that one time.
âHuh.â Mistfaceâs eyes drifted down. âCurious. Itâd be worthwhile to study that.â
If you have the time before itâs too late, certainly.
âWe will,â Mistface said, startled again by a new sensation in his chest â something steady and warm, making him feel a little bolder. âEveryoneâs gettinâ the time. Weâll figure somethinâ out. This ainât continuinâ.â
The Runagateâs head tilted and its eyes narrowed, but its tone was almost surprised. You intend to do something about this.
Mistface was unsure of what he was feeling, but he let it guide him into a firm nod. âIf for no one else, for my family. Mama ainât goinâ to that thing.â His fur fluffed out a little. âNo one is, if I got my way. Iâm sure at least some of these folksâll feel the same.â
The Runagate blinked slowly, regarding him. The fading tail drifted back and forth slowly, like grass in the breeze. Mistface met what remained of its eyes with firm focus. Neither spoke for a moment.
I can give you all what I know, the Runagate said finally. I donât know how much help I can be otherwise. Iâm running out of⊠The silhouette shuddered and rippled. Iâm out of everything, really. Time. Energy. Fear can only keep one going for so long, brother of Greyleaf.
Mistface gave it one nod and said, about as firmly as he could at such a quiet volume, âYouâll rest soon. We can figure this out.â
The shadowy face had a hint of a smile. Iâll hold you to that.
The entire group was silent for what it seemed like was forever before they eventually reached a small grove, just in time for the rain to peter out. A pocket in the clouds revealed the moon, turning everything into silver and black silhouettes, droplets sparkling like tiny moon shards.
âWe ought to pause here,â Darkpelt said, and her voice was like a shout in the quiet.
Redheart sighed almost under her breath. âThis is far enough from the settlement, yes.â She turned around and gestured. âIf everyone can-â
âWhat did you mean?â Littlepaw blurted. âWhatâs StarClan really?â
Redheart stayed patient. âWe can explain once weâre settled.â
âNot that being settled will help at all,â Beetlefoot muttered.
Greyleaf narrowed his eyes. âYou have no idea how right you are.â
The silence resumed momentarily as everyone positioned themselves so that they were in a loose ring. Redheart still looked exhausted, and Greyleaf on the verge of fight-or-flight. An uneasy air needled through all of their damp fur and caused their skin to prickle.
âI donât mean to put any pressure on you,â Darkpelt said with a weaponized casualness, âbut I wonât hesitate to help in your capture unless you explain yourself thoroughly. And perhaps after that, depending on how crazy you are.â
âWe should arrest them now,â Beetlefoot snapped. âThey caused a death and a lot of trouble.â
Surprisingly, Littlepaw gave him a sharp look. âI want an explanation, too.â
âGo on,â Mistface said before Beetlefoot or anyone else could speak. âYouâve got a story. Tell it.â
Redheart, looking relieved for the prompt, lifted her chin high and sat down. âAs I said, StarClan is a monster. Itâs not a group of our ancestors â itâs already devoured them.â
âThatâs all it wants,â Greyleaf growled. He was still standing. âTo eat souls. Itâs had us all under its paw for generations, swallowing up everyone who goes to it thinking itâs the afterlife. Thatâs why we have it so good. If weâre complacent, itâll get more of us to gorge on.â
Complete silence. Awkward, doubtful looks were exchanged. Mistface could see Flyfang internally trying to find a polite way to call the two of them insane. He didnât blame her; it was just because he knew Greyleaf well enough that he wasnât immediately passing this off as crazy ramblings built from a lifetime of nightmares.
He was considering that as an option, though.
âBrother-â he started.
âYou donât believe us,â Greyleaf interrupted, suddenly and alarmingly aggressive. âFine. We didnât expect you to. So let me explain some things to all of you.â
Redheart seemed just as surprised as Mistface felt when Greyleaf broke through the circle and stood in the middle, turning back and forth to look at everyone as he spoke.
âHereâs some things that donât make sense,â he said. âWhy do we have it so good here? Why arenât there any predators around to pick us off? Why is nothing a struggle beyond a slightly long walk?â He suddenly got angrier, tail lashing to one side. âReally think about that. Does any other place in the world have it so well as we do, for absolutely no reason? Why are we so special that we get paradise? And the prey! How do we have so much? It makes no sense!â
Mistface tried again. âGreyleaf, listen-â
âNo, you listen!â Greyleaf whirled around to face him with such force that for a split second Mistface was afraid he was going to be struck. âIâm trying to break this down for you! Do you know how much prey one cat eats in a day? More than youâd think!â
Laurelclaw was the one to speak now. âWhat-â
âThree to five meals!â Greyleaf shouted over him. âWe all eat enough to get as fat as a kittypet, every single day! And how many cats are in this Territory? Hundreds, at least! Thatâs an uncountable amount of mice and squirrels and birds that need to produce babies daily just to keep up the numbers! And yet thereâs plenty of prey to go around, right?â He looked back at Mistface, fur bristling. âPlenty of full-grown animals! We never need to go after their young! We never even see their young!â
Mistface opened his mouth, but nothing came out.
âIt doesnât make sense!â Greyleaf was pacing now, his claws digging into the mud. âWe should have starved years ago! Generations ago! We should have all died out after being forced to eat each other!â
Redheart winced and shuddered.
âGreyleaf, youâre not hearing yourself.â Flyfangâs ears went back. âWe have the prey StarClan gives us-â
âThat-â Greyleaf jerked his head to look at her now and she flinched. âThat is my point! Weird how we have so much prey from StarClan, isnât it? Life doesnât come from wishes and dewdrops! You need a soul for there to be life! And thereâre only so many souls you can use! Where do those souls come from? Where? If normal prey souls return to normal prey, then where does StarClan get special souls to give to all the created prey we eat to survive? You can't just make something from nothing!â
No one said anything. Something very dark and horrible started tapping its claws on the back of Mistfaceâs mind, but a defensive sort of confusion blocked what it was whispering to him.
Greyleaf took a shaky breath and turned slowly, eyeing everyone. âBut thereâs plenty of cat souls, arenât there? So many of us being born every day, some of which donât make it to old age. And that prey, thatâs made for us by StarClan⊠prey thatâs clumsy on its feet, and slow, and confusedâŠâ
The tapping claws began to scrape. The voice crept over the blockade and murmured in Mistfaceâs ear.
âDonât even need the whole thing, do we?â Greyleaf went on. The angry expression was giving way to utter terror. âTheyâre fat, sure, but theyâre nice and small. And theyâll just come right on back in no time, wonât they? Wonât miss a thing.â
âWhat are you saying?â Flyfang asked, in a voice that made it very clear that she already knew and was dreading the answer.
Redheart shut her eyes painfully. âStarClan doesnât just eat our souls. It uses them to grow larger and stronger, so it can keep eating, and keep growing. It can do whatever it wants with what it has.â She swallowed thickly. âSuch as tear a soul to pieces and send it back down to us as food.â
The reaction was immediate â Laurelclaw and Littlepaw cried out in shock, Beetlefoot took a step back with wide eyes, Flyfang flinched and hissed, and Mistfaceâs mouth dropped even further.
âYouâre insane,â Beetlefoot said, voice cracking. âYouâve both gone insane. StarClan wouldnât do that- no one can do that-â
âYou havenât been paying attention,â Darkpelt said suddenly.
All eyes went to her. She was standing stiffly, and her eyes were large with her pupils constricted like she was staring into the sun, but her voice was calm and steady.
âStarClan wants as many of us as possible,â she said. âThatâs how it feeds itself. Right?â
âYes,â Redheart said wearily.
âSo recycling bits of souls to keep a growing population fed is the perfect way to get back more than you put in.â Darkpeltâs tail shivered. âWith three cats, you take one dead one and split it up how you need to. That creates at least three or four meals, and then the soul comes back to you however many times you use it. Then those three cats have kits, and then they die, and you have three souls to use to feed those litters. Then those litters have litters, andâŠâ
âNo, thisâŠâ Laurelclaw was shaking. âIt canât- itâs too horrible to be true.â
âOh, you think thatâs horrible!â Greyleaf gave a half-deranged laugh that was more like a snarl. âWe're not done yet! What about everyone who doesnât get to come back down here to be killed and eaten? What happens to them while theyâre stuck in this thingâs- in whatever passes for its stomach?â He started pacing again. âSome of them come back down whole, and they get to be stuck in a leaderâs body when they get nine lives! Sure, fatten up a rare treat or eight! Worth it for how many other souls it gets to devour!â
âOur leaders are being possessed?!â Littlepaw cried.
âWrong!â Greyleaf turned to her. âTheyâre doing the possessing! Smothering what remains of those souls so they get to live a little longer! What about the rest? What do they get to do?â His eyes bore down on the apprentice as he took several steps towards her. âYou were a seer apprentice, right? Remember how a cat that was long dead always came to you in dreams? Remember how it was the same cat all the time? Remember how they told you youâre safer here than anywhere else?â
Littlepaw stared back at him, starting to shake, her eyes bulging with realization.
âGreyleaf,â Redheart said quietly.
At once, Greyleaf backed up a couple steps, giving Littlepaw some room and breaking the eye-lock. Redheart moved to stand beside him, changing who was looking at Littlepaw now.
âStarClan is massive, and itâs clever.â She was mellower than Greyleaf, and much more morose. âIt knows how to make you the most comfortable in your dreams. Whatever cat will put you at ease, have you stay complacent, it will send a visage of to you. No one else comes, is that right?â
Littlepaw seemed to remember something, and said weakly, âThe other day, I had a nightmare where something dark in the distance told me that âitâ wanted me to think Iâd woken up. And the cat- the cat I always saw, Meliclight- she wasnât acting right, and then she was screamingâŠâ
âYou didnât tell me about this!â Flyfang turned to her in shock. âWhen did this happen?â
Littlepaw didnât quite look Flyfangâs way. âTwo or three days ago. I thought it was just a nightmare, but then⊠Redheart, what she said, it made something light up in my headâŠâ
âWhat dark thing did you see?â Redheart asked, gentle.
âI- I donât know.â Littlepawâs voice leveled a tiny bit as she thought. âIt could have been a cat, but it was so vague and like a shadow.â
âOh, for-â Greyleaf tossed his head up to the sky, exasperated. âThey did it again.â
âWho did what?â Beetlefoot sounded both testy and worried.
âThe Runagate visited you,â Redheart replied to Littlepaw.
âThe Runagate?â Laurelclaw almost squeaked. âThe demon?â
Greyleaf looked back down to scowl at Laurelclaw. âTheyâre not a demon. Theyâre the farthest thing from. Theyâre trying to save us from a demon. Always have been.â
âThe only soul StarClan canât catch,â Redheart said softly. âAnd theyâve been running around the Territory warning us as well as they can. No one believes, because StarClan always manages to hide the truth.â The faintest tremor went through her body. âBut not from us. Not from me. The Runagate is why I even had the chance to start this plan to leave in the first place.â
Again, it was silent. Mistface watched everyoneâs tense bodies, raised fur, stiff tails and horrified expressions. Despite not feeling any better himself, he forced himself to relax.
âSo how did this happen?â he said. âHow did yâall learn about this, Runagate or otherwise? And how do you know itâs all true?â
Redheart and Greyleaf looked at each other. Then Redheart nodded and returned her gaze to the other six cats.
âI should start,â she said. She took a breath, shut her eyes as if reliving a painful memory, and opened them again. âIt begins with a death."