Angst starter sentences.  —— accepting: Yes!

( ✿ ) ; and with that her demolished walls shattered to the ground as clear tears stood like soldiers at the edge of her lids, ready to fall, much like her heart. Betrayed. Yet after so much time, even though he knew, she believed that he would understand. but instead, she just looked foolish. She was stupid to believe that she could trust him, that she could trust anyone. and now due to her careless actions that has left her with a loosing war, she couldn’t help the fact that it was her fault, it was her fault for caring too much in the first place.

In which now she didn’t try to hide that fact that she was hurt. She didn’t try to hide the fact that he had crawled his way back into her life and broke her down until she was nothing with such simple words. Stop lying.

❝ ━ I wish i could tell you that you’re right,                                         that this is all a bitter lie i’ve told..❞ 

and her words were true. She did wish that everything that she had told, all the hurt memories she had laid on his shoulders were a lie. A pathetic dream that had lived in her mind when in the reality she was just plain, she wasn’t anything. but she couldn’t give him that comfort, even if after so many years he deserved it..because flora couldn’t lie. It would hurt her more to lie, and thus, if he believed her or not, the harsh words that made up the memories of her past were all true.

But that didn’t change such fate. It didn’t change the fact that now though she seemed strong, she was weak and falling, and he was like the hammer that hit her down as she strived to build herself back up. She didn’t want it to be like this, but she wasn’t expecting to be hurt. She wasn’t expecting her one and only hope to turn on her in such a way and leave her in such devastating darkness along the way. She needed air but she wasn’t getting it. He had taken away her oxygen in the deepest of oceans and now she was made a part of the devil sighted sea.

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Opinion on;

Character in general: I sometimes think maxim thinks he’s the coolest person on duh block, when in reality he’s just a nerd smh, okay not exactly a nerd but you know like, he can be quite goofy n stupid, maybe he has his cool moments but WELL. gotta admit he can be quite charming tho, and funny, he’s lovely IN A WAY, despite the fact he lkes to tease amalie ( and probably everyone else ) so all in all maxim is a lovely, kind of funny, and v charming baguetteHow they play them: *forever ignoring this*The Mun: CLEARS THROAT, it’s bEEN A WHILE since we met, back then on hyuna like!! at least a year or maybe 1 1/2 years? maybe even longer.. i legit am very bad with guessing how much time has passed because it felt like forever that we didnt speak bc we lost contact, you’s still very important to me and kind of?? regret that we even lost contact in the first place because we’ve always had funny conversations fULL OF STUPID STUFF. you’re a great person and istg should we somehow lose contact again i’ll cry because once is already enough. ties myself to u :’’))

Do I:

RP with them: yes.. yes, i’d say yes. im just slow...Want to RP with them: aLWAYS. throws confetti.

What is my;

Overall Opinion: all gucci straight in the coochi, ma friend.  this is all im gonna say. here have this sticker as token of my love for u *puts sticker on your jacket*

She spoke French good enough to understand and keep a conversation going but while she was aware of the fact that her pronounciation was far from exceptional, Hanna never really bothered to change things. At one point, she had really wanted to visit Paris but that was back in the day, when she was still a child and more interested in Disneyland. Now that she was older and considerably more mature, Hanna often desired to obtain more information by travelling to different places - and she knew that there was enough History in all of Europe to keep her busy for the rest of her life but Paris was still a place she couldn’t help but think of occasionally. Perhaps she had read too much about Marie Antoinette or simply recherched too much about the French revolution for her own essay at the beginning of her freshman year but Hanna found herself unwilling to give up on the idea of actually travelling to France’s capital city one day.

Turning her head to the other, both brows arched and a look of curiosity plastered all over her face, one could easily tell that Hanna was about to inquire about things that she was interested in. She dearly hoped - for his sake - that he could find at least some kind of entertainment in what was about to follow.

[ *; flvneur ]

Who doesn’t love a little trip every now and then? Ari was in need of an  e s c a p e !  Her mind was still clouded with her father’s remarriage. Thoughts of her mother always seemed to run back into her train of thoughts--- it was inescapable. Maxim became friends ( she liked to call him foreigner friend, but never said that aloud ) with her and they simply clicked: one, he being very outgoing and entertaining and two, they were both new to Seoul. When they were placed together in one setting, unexplained events were bound to happen. They were the igniters to the s p a r k s of mayhem. Ari had packed everything the night before, being the procrastinator she was and began to make her way down to her apartment complex’s garage.

       f i v e minutes have passed...

                      t e n minutes have passed.......

                                    t e n minutes and t w e n t y - e i g  h t seconds have passed........

STILL NO SIGNS OF MAXIM. Ari was getting a bit too impatient, but she decided to give him another ten minutes before she would give him a call. Her visage began to soften up as she took out her headphones to listen to music as she stood there waiting for him, hoping that he would get here soon.

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It wasn’t often that she bothered to use her cell phone. Partly, because she only ever received calls concerning bills that had to be paid or important messages from fellow classmates that informed her when another class wouldn’t occur for the day but other than that, she was mostly either sleeping in her spare time or writing essays, doing small mini jobs every now and then to earn a bit of money by herself instead of completely relying on other people or simply relaxing whenever she could.

Frankly speaking, Hanna was tired of even so much as hearing the word hospital but the other was hardly to blame for that. Still, there were people she regularly visited, one in particular, and while she suffered in silence without letting anyone else know about the fears that kept her awake at night, the blonde was always the first to offer a helping hand should the need ever arise. Right now, both curiosity and discomfort created a whirling storm inside of her mind that quietly had her wondering what exactly had happened to the male for him to end up in a place as unlikeable as the hospital.