Since day one I have supported him and have been there for him when others weren't. I was THERE, I poured my heart out and yet he chooses to hurt me over and over again. I was willing to give him my fucking world everything but they chose someone who'd give them only a piece of their world. If getting ignored and hurt is a consequence for letting him be happy then fuck I'd rather fucking die than be treated this way. He can make excuses, we don't see eachother enough, he's busy, this and that...I hope he knows I'm done watching him act like he's happy. Because it was his choice to be with her, to be manipulated by her and if his "lover" is like that then holy fuck I'd treat him better than anyone ever will. - this is the part where I should be giving up but I'm not