Mar 4, 2018
I know I said I wouldn't post any more pictures here...but (just hit) 6lbs of pure perfection. 😍😍
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I know I said I wouldn't post any more pictures here...but (just hit) 6lbs of pure perfection. 😍😍
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Fletcher got readmitted to hospital yesterday afternoon as his apnoea episodes with his feeds have increased quite a bit again. Of course he hasn't done it once since we've been here. So hopefully we will go home today. I'm shattered to have him back in hospital, but then again with something like breathing I'd rather be extra cautious.
It's bizarre how two kids of the same biological sex, from the same genetic contribution can be completely different, even at such a young age.
Riley has always been this wild, independent, ball of energy. You would just have to look at him and he would crack a smile and burst out those contagious giggles. He hated being held and wanted to be put down to "explore".
Fletcher on the other hand is such a smooch. He loves nothing better than being cuddled. He's happiest when he has something soft to hold in his hands. He smiles and giggles but boy does he make you work hard for them. There's no giving them away just for the sake of it.
Riley was 2 years old before he slept through the night. Waking numerous times a night for months on end.
Fletcher very rarely wakes more than once a night. Some nights not even once. He does a minimum of a 8 hour stretch for the first portion of the night.
Fletcher thinks him not being in your arms is equivalent to being murdered and makes everyone in the surrounding vicinity aware of this.
Then again he will often scream his head off in your arms, also.
Okay, let's be honest. He never stops screaming. I don't even know what to do anymore.
Riley and Fletcher's sleep schedules are currently operating in complete opposite shifts. One sleeps all day and is up all night. One is up all day and sleeps all night. Sleep is in very short supply over here.
Aaron started chemo this week. So he has chemo every day for this week, one day next week and, one day the week after and then repeat. It's knocking him around a bit which is fair enough, but it's not possible for him to take a shift for me to nap. He would if he could. I know that.
I honestly don't know how I'm functioning. People who know everything going on just look at me and ask how I'm not curled up in a ball a total wreck right now. But I'm strangely okay. I don't have a choice so I'm just doing what needs to be done. Although I'm pretty sure when life finally calms down, that's when it will all hit and my ability to cope will be gone.
Although I have started having nightmares this past week. I'll be dreaming I'm at the hospital, which honestly I'm always there anyway, and all of a sudden a code call will go over and there will be nurses/doctors everywhere shoving needles in me and tubes and wires are being placed. It's not in the same circumstances as Fletcher's sudden birth, but it's pretty much what happened for his birth. They called a MET call and everyone descended on me and I was getting cannulas and a catheter inserted, stabbed with steroids and meds, bp being taken every 5 minutes max, and everything happening in rapid succession.
When I'm at the hospital during the day, and a MET goes off I get a wave of anxiety remembering what happened, and it takes a moment to calm myself.
I will have to deal with that can of worms at some stage. Especially being a nurse and METs being a multiple times daily occurance thing.
Both boys are asleep in unison (this is such a rare occurance) so sleep is going to be attempted now. I'm betting it won't last long.
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Fletcher is home again! Hopefully we stay out more than 10 days this time!
Settle baby.
Hop into bed.
Turn light off.
*baby screams*
Turn light on.
Hop out of bed.
....and repeat.