#flakchen

Hello, followers!

I think I'm speaking for us both when I hope that you guys had a very awesome Christmas and such. We're sorry that we aren't really that active on that blog. Don't ask me why... It felt like "non motivation for nothing" but I hope it will get better as soon as possible. xD

Anyways, I've changed the theme (it doesn't look like it's finished yet, so I'll just say that it's under construction ehehe...).

I will be seeing my Tillchen again :) Next week on Friday I will be going to Germany to visit her and I'm really really excited and happy. 

Greetings and good wishes for the new year! I hope you guys are well!

Hmmm that's hard to decide because I enjoy every single dream I have about him...

I think the "best" dream I had about Flakchen was the first one about him I ever had. I just told him about in a "Friend" Situation but in my dream there was a bit more than just... friend stuff. It's probably 4 or 3 months ago. And I already had a crush on him before but never made a sign because he was in a relationship already...I dreamed that we were on a Rammstein concert (We watched a lot of clips on youtube together the evening before...). And they just needed some guys for a stage act. I know this would never happen because.... well it's Rammstein. No stage Acts with fans xDBut well we stood on the stage suddenly and Flakchen should play some guitar chords while I should sing along with Till... Probably the worst part of the dream. Afterwards we were backstage for a few minutes. Till leaded us but didn't say something at all. But Flake suddenly entered the room and thanked us for playing with them... it was pretty strange... Flakchen was happy as fuck after Flake left the room again and went back to the stage with a broad smile.And I just watched Flakchen and his wide grin and well... kissed him. And he wrapped his arms around me and giggled and kissed me back and hugged me until we found a couch and...

then I woke up.

And my first thought was."Wow.... Don't you dare to fall in love, Lindemun." 

Well, Too late <3

I went like around the corner where she was waiting for me and I saw her looking around like really helpless without seeing me yet and I thought… OMFG she’s so fuckin’ adorable. And I got really nervous for a second or two… But I started walking up to her, waving her and yeah… ^///^

The first kiss was beautiful. TIllchen brought me home in the evening at 9:00 pm.We hugged each other and made up a time when we shall meet the next morning again and before I went in, I saw her turning from left to right, looking even up to my sister’s apartment if nobody was watching and she just cupped my face and kissed my lips.As you guys probably know she was pretty nervous that she made something wrong.

But my thoughts were like first:"wowowow what’cha doing, mate?""This is what a kiss feels like?""It’s warm.""… Don’t stop…"And when she like made her way to her bed n breakfast again… I just thought: “Thank you…”and watched her until she was gone… She even turned back once again….. OMFG *dies*

*soul flies away*

Well I wouldn’t say it’s dirty. I’m sometimes just being mean to her and laugh at her fails.