fingers curled into her dress, she never wanted that– that was the last thing she ever wanted in this world, her brother fighting for her. a world she wanted was a happy one, one far from this and she knew very well that a perfect world would never happen no matter who was in charge of making the orders. she knew that her family just seemed to poison everything they touched, who would fall first? them or the rest of the world.    “  lelouch…. ”    she had not really looked at him from the moment her eyes had opened– he’d never given he that chance had he? he left her alone. she remembered what was said that day– she knew that should couldn’t change his mind, even now some things had not changed. once he had set his mind on something nothing could change his mind, but still the idea of fighting against him? the seemed way worse. “  i know.  ”  her tongue clicked, nunnally’s eyes scanned over her brother.  “  you should know i never wanted that, i’d never want you to be hurt due to anything for me..   ”    her head shook, she knew in the end evil had to die didn’t it? and the world saw her brother as that, an evil man who was power hungry and maybe that was the truth.   “  i know very well you must finish what you started right?  ”  did that make everything okay? no. but she understood nothing would stop lelouch, as much as she hated it– it made her stomach turn knowing where it would end, it scared her that the fate of her brother seemed to just end in his death.

“  i hope…no, i know you know this. but, despite everything you’ve done, everything that has happened i want you to stay safe, we might be on different paths but i still don’t think i could live in a world without you..without at least saying goodbye if anything happened. ” she could feel herself wanting to cry, but she had to be strong didn’t she?  “  it is how it’s going to end isn’t? death..i wish it didn’t have to be that way, i never wanted it to end like that…  ”  her eyes shut, “ i-i..need you to know no matter what, i’ll never see you as a monster, i’ll always love you until the very end and beyond that even, lelouch no matter what you do..i could never bring myself to hate you– but i am sure you must know this hm?  ”