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Wisdom Wednesday
I had a long day but a good one. Another chance to add volunteer recruitment and management skills to the table. I'm surprised that I haven't passed out yet. Anyway apparently being passive with my communication skills doesn't work with everyone. Seriously need to get my life and work on that. New day tomorrow. Good night y'all.
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Thankful Thursday
Goes to being able to act civil towards those who have wronged me. Although sometimes I just wish I could just cuss them out and said it was a Freudian slip up. Some people need that shit every now and then. Anyway it's Friday tomorrow thank goodness. Six day work week can burn in flames. I did get to meet another Hooper friend so that was great. Good night y'all.
Today's lessons learned were...
Don't hate the player, hate the game. This even applies if you aren't playing. Such bullshit. Such is life. I need a reset button to life and a beach. Seriously need to move out this state while I still have a chance. Doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt though. Anyway ppl suck and I needed to voice this out before getting into bed. New day tomorrow. Good night.
That moment when
You're dealing with a migraine and get a text from a partner asking for help for their event...I ended up telling them no I can't do it. It's your shit! It's Sunday for goodness sake! Let me sleep!
Anyway I'm doing a gift giving and no dining out December challenge and day 3 has been accomplished. This is going to be a challenge in itself. Send help jeebus.
On another note kinda glad my intern starts late tomorrow because I can sleep in a bit. It's gonna be cold af tomorrow. Damn Midwest weather! Good night y'all!
It's about damn time!
As of today, I officially have a new supervisor because he started today. I get to train him, lol. Plus he's British and an only child like me so we'll get along just fine.
I finally sat down to talk with my dad after everything that's happened with him. Thankfully I didn't cry but still hurts so bad. Grandma (his mom) comes in town tomorrow for about three weeks. Send help jeebus.
Anyway I had to check in since I haven't in a while. Gonna turn in early tonight. β‘ SADE β‘
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Nothing like life experiences when...
You find a dead mouse in your apartment, find out your dad's in jail, and you leave for vacation in three days and all this happens in one day. Good thing I get to see my therapist tomorrow because I'd be a mess if I had to wait another week. Fuck that shit. Why are the lessons coming to me now? Like can I enjoy the process for a while before you bring up the fucked up shit?! Or could be someone's lifestyle. Either way it's gross and I'm not a filthy person. I'm not the cleanest, but I make sure it's presentable. Fix it jeebus. It was over 80 degrees today! I could understand if it were in the 50s. Send help immediately. I gotta stay on myself to make sure it doesn't get worse. Way to fuck up my mood before going to bed.
All things Brene and my conversation with my nana is on my mind now. I have a 9am meeting tomorrow morning, shit! Le sigh. I'm trying here. Does not define who I am, but this feeling sucks.
The writing's on the wall
More work drama ensues this week. Send help immediately. It's a good thing I will be out of town for 3 days (If only a certain someone wasn't going as well, but I'll live with that). The ship is sinking and spiraling down. Time for decompression and rest. Not feeling confident in how things have been handled so far and it won't be any different this time around. Bye ho!
Between these three days after taking sick days, you could say this week was a hell of a week. Never have I ever been through a first week of school like this and all this work drama happens. Part of me feels like a terrible person even though I didn't do anything wrong. I guess it just shows that people will do anything with power and that's why we can't have nice things. A lot of people didn't come into work today...coincidence? Just sad. I need a reset button to activate burrito mode for this weekend, but unfortunately I still have to move more of my shit. Plus a little work prep. Story of my life.
I did go back to the gym today and got another SECA scan. Gotta up my water and protein intake now as part of this lifestyle change challenge. Tomorrow after moving shit I think I might hit up the gym as a self care treat cause this is going to be another intense weekend with my mother. Send help immediately jeebus. Hold my fucking tongue. Here's to the weekend.
