What's 2.2+2.7?
It's five. If you round it. But it's still pretty close to five and that's what I wanted to see. I gained 5 lbs being off my meds and in the last two days being fully back on my meds I lost 2.7lbs yesterday and 2.2lbs today. I have to say I certainly see a success with this product long term. I'm excited to see the possibilities. Writing 350 or bust last night felt exciting last night but today it feels awkward and unachievable. The joy from the lower numbers on the scale display really doesn't last long enough. It needs to last longer. This is why people do drugs.. Because you can keep doing them and people keep feeling. I have a rather large personality to go along with my rather large frame, and with that comes it pros and cons. One major con is that I am targeted the easiest. Not just because I'm a big moving target but because I'm a strong person and people assume I can take it. And the thing is, I can. It's just really frustrating to always be that person. The limelight side of me says to shut up and deal with it because it tends to get an equal and opposite reaction. I get all the positive attention too. I've been told I'm unbelievably sexy at this weight (heaviest I've been) and told I was a disgustingly fat repulsion over 100 pounds lighter than my current weight. It doesn't make sense or line up to anything. It seems it doesn't matter, I'm still down almost 5 lbs! (What's a tenth of a pound anyway?)
