#firstmonthsary

Happy One Month Anniversary, love!

Mark Tuan. Markie. Old man. Big panda. Hmm.. Should I put that special nickname too here, baby? The LCM nickname? Ok no.

Old man, it has been a month already and I am beyond happy that we are together now. Never thought in mind that I could be this happy. 

I still remember that day when we first met. He was such a talkative, hyperactive and weirdly the first person whom I feel comfortable with despite the fact that we just met for hours. His long ass messages (Like literally really long..) always had me laughing, to be very honest. This may sound a bit weird but I was the one who greeted him first through direct message on twitter! Wow.. I do admit that I had no shame in sharing this here. I thought Markie wouldn’t reply my super long message, but guess what? He slapped me with a longer message! Ok no. He replied me back!! And we shared our stories there. Mostly my stories, though. And he didn’t complain, nor did he leave me alone. He gave me the most reassuring advice ever.. He was like a big brother to me. A very close friend. And then I had a crush on him. Every notification from him always made my heart fluttered and I smiled like an idiot who’s just been given a very big lollipop. 

In some ways, it feels like I have known Markie for years..

Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for sharing your love with me. 

Thank you for inspiring me to accept myself. 

Thank you for staying with me and giving me your utmost care.

Thank you for helping me see the beauty in life. 

Thank you for accepting me just the way I am..

Thank you for holding my hand through thick and thin, through ups and downs, through the good and bad days. 

It may seem like a short time since we met and fell in love, but my heart knows what it wants and it wants you. And once again it is time to celebrate our love, baby. 

I promise that the love I gave you in this month does not compare at all to the love that I will give you every day of my life, Markie!!! 

I love you to infinity and beyond!!! Once again, Happy One Month Anniversary. <3

Yours and only yours,