Testimony
There was a time in my life where i really really with all my heart wanted to find someone, well more like him find me thats who it usually goes right?. Two years ago when i met Jesus I was like ill probably meet my future husbad and ill be super duper happy, and everything will fall into place. Welp nope I was wrong, its been a 2 wonderful rollercoaster years, and I am so so thankful with God.
I am so happy single, like yes I do pray for my vocation, and i pray that its marriage, but that i also want to do His will at all times. My frequent visits to adoration, or mass have molded my heart to a happy single Jazmin. To a jazmin who completely trusts in the Lords timing, a Jazmin who knows that as long as she has Jesus she is happy. I do pray for my future husband incase marriage is my vocation but my heart longs to do His will at all times, even in the times when it seems the hardest because the tribulations never stop.
Ladies, if you're like the old jazmin who as soon as she met a guy she gave her all, a jazmin who sadly never had respect for herself and believed any lie they told her, a Jazmin who was looking for love in all the wrong places, a jazmin who never had a purpose, a jazmin who was always cussing, a jazmin who was always negative, a jazmin who never believed in herself who felt stupid and useless, a jazmin who was depressed who grew up with an alcoholic father and who wanted to die, a jazmin who never saw the good in life, a jazmin who never trusted anyone, a jazmin who never had hopes and dreams, I encourage you give your heart to God, he will mend all those broken pieces and give you a new heart, to love and serve him. I was addicted to porn for so so long that brought me to a very bad depression, and I really needed Jesus, and by the grace of God 2 years clean but Ive only been clean because of his mercy. He can heal you too!! Whatever your addiction may be, whatever is hurting tonight, He can heal you too.
Don't ever think you're a lost cause because at the hands of God no one is a lost cause. Look at mary magdalene, look at zacherious (one my favorite character in the bible) He truly equips you one day at a time for a mission. I truly do believe we all have a mission in this life. Don't let any one tell your otherwise that you're not worthy of his love because you are. He Loves you and is waiting for you with open arms. So no matter what baggage you have His here, and waiting.
